I don’t wanna die

Not really

I think you’ve misunderstood

I just don’t want to live

as me

anymore

I hate everything about me

And somehow i can’t change

So maybe being dead is the best option

I hate the way I look

And the way I act

I hate that i’m not good enough

And that I always think I’m the best

I hate how much my life revolves around other people

I hate that I think i’m smart

I hate me

And I hate that I hate me

I don’t know

Maybe it’s for the best

Because cold water seems warm while your freezing

And death feels like sleeping when your exhausted

And i’m tired