You never asked, but I love you

My blood boils

My shin crawls

My body shakes

My love is too strong

It’s an obsession

You never asked, but I hate you

My fist clenched

My body recoils

I hit you in your pretty little face

It’s a fantasy

You never asked, but I’m broken

I hate the way you make me feel

Like a monster

Like a creature

Like a cannibal

It’s true

You never asked, but I can’t do this anymore

I hold up the knife

I’m too weak to do it

I’m too tired to try

Depression grasps my soul

It’s devastating

You never asked

Anything

Because you never

Cared