I have the feeling you hate me

I know people say it’s not true

But whenever I come around you I feel it

I feel like you’re annoyed at me

That you hate me

And I hate that

I can’t ask you about it

Because you will deny it

But every part of me is screaming that you have me

I feel like I’ve messed up

And you hate me for that

Or that I’m annoying you

And you hate me for that reason

I won’t ask you if you hate me

I’ll look for signs that aren’t there

And make up in my mind that you do

And I’ll think about that

No matter how many times people say you like me

Or how many time you laugh around me

I will feel like you hate me