What if this is it?

There’s no further I can go?

To figure out what’s wrong with me

Because there’s nothing left to know?

I collected all the pebbles

All the pieces of my past

So why am I not fixed?

Why can’t I solve myself at last?

The diamonds I uncovered

Gave me the clarity I lacked

So the time to dig is over

And yet I can’t bring myself to act

So I sink deeper and deeper

Into the hole I dug my mind

Searching for an answer to transform me

That I’ll never truly find

I guess tunneling in me

Feels safer than breathing in clean air

But now I’m suffocating in this cave

Digging got me somewhere right?

But where?