Tunneling In Me
What if this is it?
There’s no further I can go?
To figure out what’s wrong with me
Because there’s nothing left to know?
I collected all the pebbles
All the pieces of my past
So why am I not fixed?
Why can’t I solve myself at last?
The diamonds I uncovered
Gave me the clarity I lacked
So the time to dig is over
And yet I can’t bring myself to act
So I sink deeper and deeper
Into the hole I dug my mind
Searching for an answer to transform me
That I’ll never truly find
I guess tunneling in me
Feels safer than breathing in clean air
But now I’m suffocating in this cave
Digging got me somewhere right?
But where?