(This is just a vent so you can ignore this unless you really want it read it. I’m sorry)

That feeling when your stuck

Falling and falling with nothing to grab hold of

Of course you reach out to anything you can find

But nothing reaches

So you fall

Farther and farther

Who knows when the bottom will come

Who knows when you’ll hit the floor

When it’s finally over

Maybe somehow

Something will catch you

Until then you have to keep plummeting

Watching everything zip by

You’d held on before

It was amazing

But then it slipped

Now it just feels like chores

No longer hobbies

And you’re falling again

And what comes with you throughout it all

The mind

The cruel cruel mind

Telling you everything it can so that you’ll fall faster

Why didn’t you catch that

Why would you do this

How could you think that

How could you ignore that

You’re terrible

It falls with you all the way

Encouraging you to dive

Telling you to hit the ground

Telling you to reach the bottom

Falling

And falling

And falling