Can You Keep A Secret?

Who am I and where do I belong?

Trepidation to the sound of my alarm

I greet each day with unpredictably

Constant feelings of drudgery

Can You Keep A Secret?

I’d rather not arouse

Each day is mundane

No inspiration to be found

Can You Keep A Secret?

I seemingly revert back to a teen

No expectations or responsibility

Can You Keep A Secret?

No one really sees

What I have allowed myself to be

Can You Keep A Secret?

I’m pushed aside or they give in to appease

Any requests that come from me

Can You Keep A Secret?

Each day I dwell on who I once was

Was it an illusion?

Or the person I’m running from

Can You Keep A Secret?

I’m not sure where I go from here-

Lessons in life, I wasn’t prepared

I want these demons to escape me

Can You Keep A Secret?