Who are we when no one is watching?

Who am I when no one is watching.

I’m not sure who I am

I’m a shell of a human

Personality is scam

It’s all an illusion

I’m a mural of everything

Characters I wish I was

Songs that made me feel

Aesthetics I wanted cause

They made me seem more real

But it’s all façade

Just one big show

When you look out the window

And question what you know

Who am I?

When the door is closed

Which personality

Shines through the most

I’m a series of masks

Each one a different color

No one ever asks

Which mood they cover

I’ve asked myself before

Who are you in the mirror

But the person I ask for

Has run with the river

I don’t trust myself

Why should I trust others

My bad mental health

I’ll just keep under the covers

For now I’ll just keep searching

For the girl I lost when I was young

And try to keep on learning

Old songs that I had sung

I don’t know who I am

I don’t know how to feel

The little girl I crammed into a box

Doesnt know if she’s real