How i wish for my words to be said

What am I feeling

Why do I feel this

I can’t even tell me what’s wrong with my brain

I don’t know what’s wrong

And I don’t know why

I know it’s something dumb

To which this shouldn’t be my reaction

Why can’t there be words

To say what this is

To say why I’m like this

It want to know why

I’m messed up

I shouldn’t be like this

I wish I were better

I just want to be fixed