I know I’m just being paranoid,

But it’s been a full day,

No responses,

Not even to say “No, sorry”

And that’s not like them.

What happened at that party?

I wasn’t able to come.

Did something change?

Did they all come to the realisation that they hate me?

Is this how it ends?

So quick,

So suddenly?

What did I do?

Was it nothing,

Was it everything?

Is this the end?

How did we get here so fast?

I tell myself that I’ll be okay without them/,

But it’s such a relief when my fears amount to nothing.