Jester
You make me stupid
You make me feel stupid
I’m smart
I’m smarter than you think
Yet you always make me the stupid character
In every group I’m ever in
Why?
I keep more in my head than I say
I feel more than I say
I care more than I say
And you make me your fool
For entertainment and jokes
With me always being the bud
It hurts my feelings
I never say that
I need to
I need to tell you it hurts my feelings
I’m smart
I am
I’m not a joke you make to people
Saying I’m stupid
I’m too dumb to date
Or to understand what you’re talking about
I comprehend more than you think
I can understand a story
You dumb it down to me
Why?
I’m not a kindergartener
I’m not someone who doesn’t understand
I understand a lot
More than I should
I understand the looks you give to eachother
I understand the angle you take the photo
So I’m not in it
I understand everything
Yet you treat me as if I don’t
I’m smarter than you give me credit for
Stop telling me what I can’t do
I know what I can do
You don’t
You say I’m stupid
And a fool
And an idiot
You take me for someone stupid
You make me feel worthless
And it hurts my feelings
I don’t want to be your joke
I want to be your friend
But I can’t be your friend
If all you ever do is make me Karen Smith