After the party where the

Glitter was trampled over and the

Disco ball shattered on the floor

The lights all went dark and

Everyone left

Left me there

And there I was

Frozen on my own kitchen floor

Right next to the spot you kissed her

The spot that will never ever

Be mine again

Your kiss

Oh it left a hole in the wall

The wall with our picture

We were smiling, wind in our faces

It looked perfect

And now it’s a storm

After the party

Where my truths became all lies

And makeup stains were left to dry

And the disco ball shattered on the floor

The love letters all got thrown away

Leaving me there

With nothing

There I was

Staring at that empty room

With that soft lavender bench

Because boy it used to be ours

Now money can’t even clean

The million glasses you smashed

And the bench you forever stained

Your kiss

Oh it left a permanent marker print

That really clashes with the sweet color

It should’ve always had

It looked perfect

But now its a storm

After the party

I was supposed to be mesmerized

Trying to hold on to every moment

Wishing on a dandelion

Or a shooting star

That this night would never end

Now, I should be cleaning up

Leaving some glitter behind

Just a little sweet memory

To look back on

Not staring at the shattered glass

Not staring at the lavender bench

Not staring at the darkened lights

Of the fallen disco ball

Not feeling so alone

Not hoping for the worst to end

Not crying puddles on the floor

Not wishing for some more whiskey

Because boy, it was suppose to be

Perfect

I decorated the whole entire house

Took hours to make it a wonderland

So all your wishes would come true

Just for you

But your lips

Your heart

Made the whole world dark

Turned everything

From wonderful to disastrous

The lights

You stole them from me

And the storm?

It crushed everything

Boy, you should know

Sharp wind leaves behind

No good

Bloody fingers

Bent trees

Dead flowers

Muddy puddles

Broken hearts

No good at all

💄🖤

I had fun writing this because it reminds me of a song, and music is what gets me through the day, especially hard ones. This was inspired by a song I love called New Years Day💜