Sleeps come hard to me. The constant pain that I live with is intense. Medication is not working. Pain is the problem when I am awake. In sleep, horror is the issue. I dream. The dreams which I remember are terrifying. I see him in the distance, he is a ghost. He is moving closer. As I see his face, my whole body freeze in fear. I can smell his scent; it repulses me. Oh my God, help me, what is he going to do to me this time. Wake up, please let me wake up.