…

…

…

…

I saw the thought coming

I knew it was bad

Seen it’s destruction

I’ve been told not to

I know why as well

So why didn’t I listen

Why’d I do it still

Scissors to skin

Trying to draw blood

Not a clue why

Thinking it’s fine

Normal and ok for me

Knowing I’d worry

If someone followed suit

Even a bully

Why can’t I cry

I feel like I have to

But instead I smile and laugh

Like everything’s ok

I don’t understand

What’s happening to me