Dear diary,

I can’t believe it.

She LIED. R fucking lied.

I almost thought I could trust her again, but she’s exactly the same. Did you see the way she looked at me? That was hatred! Why is she angry at me, I should be angry at her.

Tomorrow at 6:00 AM we’re dueling. What is this, 1804? Shouldn’t she be more mature than this? The rest of The Villains want one of us to back out, but neither of us will. I know she won’t, she’s never been one to forgive.

I can’t believe her.

Maybe we’ll both die today and that will be the end. The end of my first friend, first traitor, who joined forces with my enemy.

I can’t believe she’d join the enemy for the second time. Without even telling us! And then she pretends I’m the bad guy! At least the group will stay with me, even at dawn.

I feel so bad for sweet G, only joining the group for Ro, but eventually liking us all.

How could R do this to me, to us?!

I have to be ready tomorrow. She can’t just turn her back on me again, if she kills me she has to know the whole group won’t stand with her.

I feel so bad for them, especially B and G, who both just want one of us to give up. Our history is too long and rage-filled for us to give in.

She tried to get rid of me. She tried to pretend The Villains were only her friends, she pretended I meant nothing!

I won’t let her hurt the others like she hurt me.

Sincerely, D