“i was just trying to be what you wanted.” i scream at my mum at the top of my lungs, from the top of the staircase.

“my entire life has been comparison to everyone, my sister, my cousins.” tears are streaming down my face at this point.

“i will never be good enough for you” i scream at her.

slamming the bedroom door, tears roll down my face. all the surrounding walls can hear is my hypervent...

as i fly over the orange sand i let out a buzz to let my other fly friends know there is death here.

my nostrils are filled with the scent of the animal blood, rotting meat and decay. an animal fight had broken out earlier in the day.

within multiple seconds the animal is surrounded. we cover the body like a canopy. the heat scrorching down on our tiny wings as we thrive on and slurp up the deca...

medusa and her snakes came down from the sky one day as i was closing up my work place. she brought parasitic creatures that ate human flesh with her.

medusa had brought some kind of apocalyptic world ending disease with her.

all i could think to do was run inside my shop and protect myself. i barred up windows, doors.

screams of the parasites eating the people outside echoed through the gla...

for 6 months i had been kidnapped by my father. my parents divorced 2 years ago and it caused my father to break down completely. he found my location in a brand new city and brought me to this forrest by the river.

he’d left me tied in a log cabin but today i had managed to break free. the only downside he had realised and was now chasing me.

5 minutes, into my walk i found an abandoned boat ...

the girlfriend

dear diary

as i was sitting across from who i thought was the love of my life. i see his gaze towards me change. he didn’t love me anymore. he used to love my loud obnoxious laugh but now he covers his ears, whispers shut up and rolls his eyes.

as i’m sat with my chipped black nail varnish and red printed dress. i look to the floor. i can feel it coming.

“we need to break up....

the small town had been having heat waves all week. the grass drying up. water being rationed. each and every person in this tiny area, all 115 - and counting, prayed for the weather to drop so the yearly storm would come.

“ITS HERE” one of the neighbours shouted.

the air felt lighter, the air felt more moist and full of life instead of so hot, sweaty and dull.

the rain pattered on the window...

as i stare at the woman i love most hanging from the rope that’s about to break, all i want in this moment is to rip my mask off and shout ITS ME.

adrenaline rushes through my veins as i leap across the skyline of london. dodging cathedral towers and railings on the buildings.

grabbing my lovers waist i hear her gasp, i slowly take my mask off. she needs to know it’s me. she needs to know her ...

“so who’s going to die today” i say as i point at my victims in my lair.

“eenie, meenie…. minnie….. or mo”

i point at each of the women sat in the glass boxes. faces filled with fear. my perfect little victims. i taunt them with a knife dragging across each surface. scraping sounds filling the air.

these women who rejected me, they will feel pain forever…. the one i pick today is…..

YOU!

i p...

sometimes growing up feels like aching pains. complicated emotions run through my veins. confusion about who i am. who i will be. will i enjoy the rest of my life?

the rest of my life feels like, a puzzle i cant quite put together, as i don’t know where the last piece went. the future unknown. the past in my head always. the present giving me anxiety.

i am anxiously awaiting to see how the puz...

today is the day i pack up my stuff and move across the country for college.

on my bed, sit the stuff of all the items i’ve swept away in bags , to give to the thrift shop. it truly breaks my heart as i feel a grave loss. these were memories of my teen years, my family.

on the floor sit boxes of things i wanted to keep, pictures of me and my mother, my best friend and lastly a stuffed animal ...