In a world where everyone is perfect, nothing is a mess and everyone is organized, you and you are a wild mess where nothing is ever organized and everything isn't perfect we are a canvas splashed with different colors of paint a painting that doesn't make sense we are a tricky math question the one you can never seem to get right we are layers of broken pieces of glass and so much more but I and ...

Suck it up my mom says, closed mouths don’t get fed, stop being shy, and learn how to speak for yourself, but I can’t because as a little girl you’ve taught me to not ask for anything, to only speak when its necessary, to learn to accept and be grateful for what people give you even if it's the bare minimum, so now that I've grown up I can’t speak I'm embarrassed to ask for anything, ill die of th...

he has an intoxicating smell one that I can whiff from a mile away these green eyes are mesmerizing I can look at them all day and get lost in them it's like a forest, and his voice the way he talks, his laugh, the way he listens, and is honest, but he's older and I'm little apparently, and technically he can absolutely go to jail for it I know that for sure, but if only it wasn’t I would definite...

I confess I haven’t been okay I'm struggling so much I miss when we were close now it's just empty I read our old text and wish it were back to that when you cared when we talked to each other and cared Now I feel like when we do talk the conversation is like a check-in nothing is said at all, I confess I don't know what we are because even tho our relationship is something people call a friendshi...

The beauty of winter is the peace it brings, the snow covering up every piece of the ground in white, just like paint on the floor spilled, the feeling of warming up from coming from the cold, snowmen the fantasy of Santa Claus spending time with family because let's be honest no one wants to be outside, decorations, making gingerbread men, matching pajamas, watching the most popular movie the gri...

It was never meant to be right? I mean I guess I was just expecting more, wanting more, my desire for wanting something I can’t have overtook me and drove me to my happiest point in life except when reality brought me back down it also drove me to my lowest point, you make me doubtful of everything you treat me so well you show interest and care and then the next day it all goes to hell, I’m scare...

Forever, infinty, those two words mean the same there are often related with time, but what is time ? one day is 24 hours, 1 hour is 60 minutes, one minute is 60 seconds, decades, centuries, and so on but does it matter I mean talking in literal terms as in like you need to turn this assignment in by 11:59 that's important but time to me is useless we have too many seconds to live make every secon...

Perfect clothes, hair, even makeup, everyone is so organized, everyone picks a color and sticks to it, nothing out of the extraordinary You are not allowed to be fat or too skinny you have to be just right and you can’t have a large nose or have freckles because that's ugly, not too loud just a normal noise level, girls are preferred to be short and petite guys are supposed to be tall and buff, bu...

Happy, sadness, jealousy, and fear are all different mirrors the mind sees every day and every second sometimes it stares at multiple mirrors at the same time the mirrors are like different accessories for the brain it wears more than one every day, my mind surrounds itself with one mirror in particular I can’t seem to put a name on it it's the mirror where everything around you disappears and it'...

You are all wrong, this world provides no love no generosity everyone here is an evil pure sin you’ll see when you're at your worst and you think they’ll go easy on you until they show you the cruelty of this world You think this world is all butterflies and sunshine and smiles but wait until they take off their mask and show you fucked up this world is everyone only thinks for themselves everyone...