I rest my hand on hers, “you’re cold my love.” I look out along the horizon. It’s quiet, except from the sound of the waves slowly lapping against the cliffs. The grass along the banks sways in the light breeze, dandelion wishes dance through them, the green swirls and whirls. The gods lower their fiery torch into the sea, slowly extinguishing the light. Oranges, reds, yellows are painted across t...
Her feet fall silently on the floor as she skips and struts along the upper street.
The thick sole of her shoe reflects how her soul is deep and expanded, not shallow.
She’s sweet and rounded, you can tell that her smile would be bright like the shine of her patent leather shoes.
The red reflective material brings out the rosiness of her cheeks and the redness of her cherry lips.
You can tell ...
I see the cemetery out my window.
The window frosts up and the mist creeps between the graves.
I feel faded, foggy. Damp.
My hand cuts through objects, my mind shifts through images of last night.
Stop. Please stop.
Can you hear me?
Is it in my head?
My ears ring, the soulless sound.
I feel the way I move in and out.
My vision elongates and statics.
Stretching and warping.
It creeps up ...
I’m not a fan of October.
I don’t like the orange leaves, the first crunch, the spooky season, the pumpkin spice lattes, the cold chill in the air.
That was until I meat Autumn.
She changed everything.
I saw her in a coffee shop, she had a sweet smile and cinnamon swirl eyes. She was sitting at a table with a book. Every once in a while she’d glance up and look at me, and I’d find myself wrack...
Is this what it feels like to drown?
Like slowly succumbing to the elements,
Am I meant to struggle more, should I wave my hands and attempt to to signal to someone
‘Hey! I’m here’
or should I just let her take me.
I close my eyes and listen to my heart
As the water fills my ears.
Thump. Thump. Thump.
Was I ever really trying to swim?
Was I merely trying to keep my head above water
For as ...
“I wish you would stop acting like this for once. Please, you were so kind and loving. I wish you were still like that, before all this, before everything. I wish…”
“I WISH YOU DIDN‘T EXIST”
The words hit him like I didn’t expect them to. Ricotcheting off his body and bouncing back to me as I realised the weight of what I just said.
His body slowly started fading out, the hole getting larger li...
Forever I feel lost,
For as long as the world spins I will have no place.
For such a time, waiting would feel like decades,
For there is no place in this world for me.
Forever I feel like an unfinished puzzle,
Forgotten as there is no point,
For finding the missing piece is too time consuming.
Forgetting is easier.
Forever I feel broken,
Fragile and cracked beyond repair,
For glue is not en...
As I stand facing the ground bellow, my vision blurry with tears welling in my eyes. As I stand there trying to calm my breath and basking in the light summer breeze, as the sun begins to descend. I stand and I look upward. As I see the stars slowly start to sprinkle into the rapidly quick darkening sky, and I talk to you.
“If you were still here, would it all be different.” I bite my lip holding...
The silence was uncomfortable before, but it isn’t anymore. No more do I feel like a burst dam every time we lock eyes, although sometimes I do. Now we can withstand silences and I no longer see something so out of reach.
Although you shattered me, I now look into your eyes and smile slightly. I smile slightly at what was. What was is a wonderful thing.
Although the pain was immense and made it...
If I count the ways I love you, I‘d have to have my descendents continue counting. As I would not live long enough to count every single way I do.
If I could tell you the ways I love you, I would have. Every single day, I would have talked your ear off, listing endless ways you make me feel like you are the one.
You could call it crazy, but I call it love, the deep kind of love, the true kind o...
