You see, I know I’m a little crazy. This messed up life has damaged me in ways that no one will ever understand… but I still always try to be the best version of myself. I always try everyday to make myself a better person.

Any trace of good I had in me, went away when I met him.

We were introduced in some of our darkest days and, I admit, I was drawn to him, to the darkness. I thought I could ...

Dear Love,

I apologise for not having the courage to say this to your face. I always was a coward.

It’s not you, it’s me. I’m a mess and I simply can’t do this no more. I must go. I must move on from this life.

I love you endlessly… I always have, since the moment our eyes met. I knew you were the one, my love, my best friend, my hero.

I know we will meet again, in another life, some other...

So cold, so empty, so lost, so broken,

Where am I?

Why am I here?

All I can feel is the bitter cold,

Feeling like so many tiny needles in my skin,

I feel so empty, there’s nothing left,

But to go out quietly,

Let the cold do the rest,

Let the cold take me out,

Permanently.

For I am so lost, so broken,

My mind shattered into pieces,

A puzzle that no longer fits together,

For the shattered p...

There’s something I must confess,

As my mind is a constant mess.

All I’ve done is sin,

My crimes all held in place by a pin.

I’ve hurt him so much,

And it hurts me as such.

For I can’t give the love he deserved,

The suffering I’ve served.

All I can do now is distance,

With some assistance,

He deserves better,

As I’ve said in every letter.

I do love him dearly,

But losing him nearly,

Has m...