“What do I do ?——“

It’s hard…I’m trying my best to not to stumble on these words. Do not say it…DO NOT SAY IT !!!! I SAID DO NOT SAY IT, DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT !!!!! THAT’S WHAT SATAN WANTS ——-!—-

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How did I end up facing such a situation ?

It is written “Be anxious for nothing”.

Oh I’d wish it was that easy

They say individuals

React the way they react

Because of their mindset

So ...

Fresh warm baguette and dark solid chocolate

Spotless roads and benches that anyone could lie on

Refereshing femine wind and the sublime gradient sky painted by the crème de la crème

Animate herbs, plants and flowers meticulously placed along the streets for a pleasant scenery

The serene and intriguing library in vicinity of our apartment full of various genres taking one to a living tale

Familia...

It tasted salty and moist

The sentiment was temperate

Yet with a poking of glide

Embracing my blank face

Full of smooth facades

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Does saying I am grateful for being alive counts ?

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No——-

It doesn’t count as it is an injuste understatement of the full pictogramme.

There is only a single reason as to why I held upon the back of hope and never declared that “I want to change rider”

As ...

«{_ I will take you to your desired place. Just say the word and it shall came to past _}» he said

« _Would you come with me ? _» I asked with an expectant and a passionate gaze

«{_You have the consciousness that I’m always around you. Why would this be any different ?_ }»

« _You’re right, you’re always with me..~». I continued with a warm smile on my face _« Okay then»

I closed my eyes and ...

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« _How are you doing honey ? All I could think of last night was you~_» he said in a pleasant tone and a welcoming smile

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[Type in answer here]

«_Aww, you’re so adorable…You’re the only person that occupied my mind today Vinn.._»

*I pat your head with an elated countenance*

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« _Oh my~ You’re too cute, come here …_»

*I open my arms to your direction as to hug you...

————- Beom-Jin Vermillon

**A 22-year old local psychopath who recently got released due to payments being made in court. His first crime is as follow: **

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**Murdered his 1 year old little brother in his own apartment.**

**The cause ? **

« _No, it wasn’t envy nor anger. I just felt like doing it _» **his eyes was staring at the screen with no sign of remorse or guilt**

**The investigators...

Oh…

I think I have fallen in love, but this is not a normal type of love. It’s one that surpasses and that never runs cold. One that it’s bad for your heart and sweet for your soul.

Oh, I wish I could express what I’m feeling right now. I can’t bear it inside me anymore. If I don’t talk to you, I feel like I will die inside. If I don’t admire your beauty, I feel like I am going to freeze. If yo...

« Why are you making that face darling ?~ You look like you saw something unnatural » he chuckled with a seductive yet charismatic look

_What !? You’re telling me that this is the same Shion from the 10th grade ?! There is no way. The shion I knew was——-way more timid and sissy…_

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_I remember as if it was yesterday—-_

_He was known as the “crybaby” of our school. If you were to...

« I promise you with the whole of my heart that I’ll never ever leave and will love you forever. I’ll promise this with my life. »

That’s what you told me with full assurance and alacrity two months ago. My body resonated with each words as my mind was floating in a basin of ecstasy. You are the panacea for the issues of life, my source of pure bliss and a field of euphoria that is unquenchable. ...

« You’re just part of a game and I’m part of a reality. This is a Goodbye »

Such a brutal yet pragmatic statement that cannot be forgotten.

How did we arrive to such a stage of fate ?….

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She looked at me with endearing eyes and a questionable demeanor.

“What is it about me that you love so much ?”

Her voice sounded low like the waving of the sea. If it was describable, I would compar...