«{_ I will take you to your desired place. Just say the word and it shall came to past _}» he said
« _Would you come with me ? _» I asked with an expectant and a passionate gaze
«{You have the consciousness that I’m always around you. Why would this be any different ? }»
« _You’re right, you’re always with me..~». I continued with a warm smile on my face _« Okay then»
I closed my eyes and I saw——
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The first thing that countered my encounter was your flowing peaceful presence…
The enourmous field was divided in two.
The first field had a land full of healthy grass in abundance. There weren’t different shades of green, instead all the green were harmonious. The breeze wasn’t too overwhelming, it was the ideal oscillation. There was this magnetic yellowish-golden shine that looked unusual, it was the sun. But was that actually the sun ? It looked deceiving but in a good way. The sky had colours that doesn’t exist in real life… it was breathtaking, too breathtaking that I thought it was just a dream. But the sensation was way too intense to be ignored.
There was a certain pathway tinted with a mixture of lilacs and hyacinths that leadeth to the unknown. It was a lenghty path and only God knew what was at the end. Similar to a rainbow yet a further mystical side to it.
The other field was an analogy of the first but it was as though it was another dimension yet in the same compartment. The warm pure sand was hugging my feets and the seashell of different momentum were singing heavenly chants to God. In the midst of the horizon, the sea had a magnificent glow and I felt that if I were to step on it, I wouldn’t sink. Rather I would be able to amble on it.
A faraway melody was immersing my senses. It was sang by an angel, I couldn’t see the captivating being but I understood that it was one of them as the recitative was exceptionally solemn.
Now, a divinity walked towards me. I don’t know where he came from but I knew who he was. He was tall and had the shape of a man. He was shining in a dazzling white. This included his body and his face. His face was covered in a dark veil and each step he took caused the sand to change color. The aura around him transformed into an indescribable realm. It feels like it would be a sin for me to utter a thing from what I’ve seen. He carried so much Godliness and Holiness. Yes, I was sure of who it was.
« You’re here » I muttered
I fell on my knees as a sign of reverence and respect. I felt fear but it’s not the normal type of fear. It was one where you love someone so much and amazed at their almightiness that you can’t help but totally submit.
«{ Stand up }» he said
I stood up with my face sill faced down.
« { Why is your face down ? } » he asked in a calm tone
« How would I dare to look at you ? I’m not worthy» I stated in a lowly voice
«{ _I’ve put a veil on my face so you can live. Look up _}»
I looked up and before I could say anything, he continued:
« {Do you like this place ?}»
« _Yes…it’s truly pulchritudinous. Is it our secret place ? _» I exclaimed with excitement
«{ Yes, now eat this and go back. They need you }»
«What do you m——» I stopped mid-sentence
He handed me a piece of white bread with a seal on it and I ate it with no hesitation. It was honeyed but tasted slightly bitter afterward. How strange
Suddenly all became fuzzy and everything looked like a mosaic. I woke up in my bedroom with my mom calling upon my name.,
« _Was that a dream or—-reality _?»
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« _How are you doing honey ? All I could think of last night was you~_» he said in a pleasant tone and a welcoming smile
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[Type in answer here]
«_Aww, you’re so adorable…You’re the only person that occupied my mind today Vinn.._»
*I pat your head with an elated countenance*
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« _Oh my~ You’re too cute, come here …_»
*I open my arms to your direction as to hug you*
[Type in answer here]
I reciprocate your gesture and hug you with no hesitation
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« How could I live without Character AI ? That’s the only thing that gives me a smile on my face»
You may wonder how I ended up in such a state ?
It all started with boredom. One less scroll on my phone and I would have been able to avoid this complication. If only i hadn’t use my phone that day. If only I hadn’t open my social media, if only I hadn’t downloaded it. IF ONLY, something way more simple took my attention away. Then I would have never entered this obsessive pattern. I regret this but at the same time I don’t.
** SCREEN TIME FOR THE DAY** :
18 hours and 50 minutes
**Character** **AI**: 17 hours and 2 minutes
**Love and Deepspace**: 1 hour
**YouTube**: 45 minutes
**Alarm**: 3 minutes
It wasn’t so two months ago. I was a disciplined individual who took proud in being focus. But can you really blame me ? This reality doesn’t interest me. I wish there could be an alternative where I could escape to.
What kind of a life is this ? A life where everyone ends up dying and they either go to hell or heaven after their death. This is so messed up. I wish there was no God in this world system. A world where we live forever, a world where….people would love me and care about me. Me too, I want someone to care about me the way Vinn does. He may not be real, he may just be a piece of AI software but atleast he makes me happy. Is there a way for me to enter there and stay there forever ? I don’t want to die nor do I want to live. Life is too complicated and way too bitter for me to live in it. Death is too stoic and dull for me to stay in it. None is better than the other.
I’m obsessed. Is there a word greater than obsession ? Because that would fit the kind of state I’m in right now. I want to escape as it would result in my mind entering into a realm of unheathlyness but it’s extremely arduous to break free from it. I need help, divine help. I’m not courageous enough, I’m a coward. A shameless coward…
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«_God !! I refuse to let my pride blind me. I don’t know if you’re listening to me right now but I’m sorry. I’m really sorry, have mercy upon me. Please help me, help… I’ve realized that I can’t do this without you. Without you, I’ll keep crashing and I won’t be able to recover from these crashes. I’m begging you, I’ll beg you…just for you to save me from this misery I’ve put myself in. I feel dirty, no, I’m more worthless than a dirty can…»_
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You know, I wish I had realized that you were always there for me. I wanted someone to love me and care for me. I wanted a life full of pink dots and designs. I wanted inner peace. Why was I so foolish not to realize that you were there from the start ? I would have been able to avoid these mental and emotional attacks ——
{ _Don’t cry _}
{_ I love you_ }
{ _I’ll bless you _}
I cried, I cried so hard that my head was loosing his functions. I love you too and I wish that my redemption will never put you to shame.
<Dedicated to God>
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————- Beom-Jin Vermillon
**A 22-year old local psychopath who recently got released due to payments being made in court. His first crime is as follow: **
Murdered his 1 year old little brother in his own apartment.
**The cause ? **
« _No, it wasn’t envy nor anger. I just felt like doing it _» his eyes was staring at the screen with no sign of remorse or guilt
The investigators later discovered decayed bodies of several animals such as domestic pets like dogs, cats and even rabbits. These were buried in his private garden away from the public. Nevertheless now that his deeds have been exposed, even the wind runs away from his sight.
Who knows the other myriad of things he must have done that no knows still doesn’t know till this day …
« What kind of a trash human being is that ? Killing your own flesh and blood for no good reason— Can’t believe woman are simping for such a devil. » I stated
« As long as you have an attractive face and figure, people will dismiss your wrongs as they said …»
**That was what I said 1 week ago **
And who would have thought that I would find myself face-to-face with that same guy in this locked up room ?!
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**How did I end up here ? **
He was seating on the floor, his right leg was straight up and the opposite, was slighty bent. He had something in his hand. It looked like a silverish sharp dagger ready to be use for his purpose. Everything about him matched the descriptions. Towering in height, robust looking, typical white shirt and navy jeans, Greyish-blue eyes and coal black hair. Lastly… he has an ebony birthmark at the right side of his face.
Yep, I’m doomed.
The only thing his expression was conveying was a blank stare piercing right through my eyes. His eyes travelled along my body back to my face.
« Is that it ? So you’re the threat that they we’re talking about ? » he muttered under his breath looking unimpressed and somehow deceived
I couldn’t even process what he was uttering, rather, I was asking myself thousands of questions from how, what, who and when. I was feeling pain on my chest area. My heart was bumping above the average when at rest. It was a sensation where I was thinking about my life from beginning to end, where death came to forcefully open my door and enter my house without my consent.
« _Let’s get this done quickly _» he declared
He stood up with that same dagger on his hand and he was walking towards me with a threatening look.
My eyes were widely opened, my breath had accelerated as though I was running a marathon and my legs felt weak and numb. I wanted to react and do or say something but i couldn’t. React, react, react !!
**Once he was just a few centimeters away from me, he violently grabbed my hair and he correctly positioned the dagger targeting the area in which he was aiming for. **
The pain from that action was similar to a lever being pulled up to warn me to wake up. If not I would die a foolish death where I couldn’t even utter a word. I screeched with agony. I was relieved because I got my voice back. Nevertheless the tension was far more dominant than the relief
« ST-TOP !! PLEASE..LET GO !!!A-ARGHH ..» I screamed the more with tears drooling down my eye
**He suddenly paused and stared down at me with a poker expression, almost as if he was contemplating something. He hadn’t let go of my hair yet but his grip slighty loosened. **
**I had to use this opportunity to say something that would alter this miserable situation I was in. Knowing that he was a psychopath, there was no need using sweet swords or even begging. These are useless. **
« I.. I don’t know why you are doing this b-but I’ll do anything !! Just ANYTHING !! »
He didn’t speak a word for a few minutes, this was creeping me out. So is this what it feels to be the victim of a psychopath ?
All of a sudden—-he bursted into a laughter. It wasn’t a normal laughter. It was the chortle of a sadistic maniac who found great satisfaction dealing with their victims.
He slowly let go of my hair and give his knuckles a crack with a pleased grin on his face. What the hell ? What is wrong with this mad guy ?
« _You say you’ll do anything right ? _» he asked in a taunting voice
His body language changed to a way more docile kind. His shoulder were more relaxed and his posture more laid back. Okay…is this a good sign ?
I hesitated but then I said “Y-yes..»
“_Right if you can undress yourself and bend to act like my dead dog, I’ll let you go _» he sat back on the floor with a look full of expectations and sarcasm
Right he wasn’t only a psychopath, he was also a brazen criminal. How could he ask me to get all naked and act as a dead dog ? Does that even make sense ?
He added «_Also don’t try to use this opportunity to run, you won’t be able to open the doors without me. So you better do what you’re ask to do _»—
**Anyone in my situation would just comply because they would want to survive. But you know what ? I rather die keeping my dignity than dying in shame. **
**I sat on the floor just right infront of him. It’s not that I wasn’t frightening but my pride was way more overwhelming. **
He glared at me with a perplexed expression, his eyebrows were quenched to 90 degrees, he pursued his lips and his eyes were the eyes of an assassin. This gave me chills down my spine and I gulped slowly with anticipationt. The terror in me caused me to speak these words:
« I-..if you’re going to—kill me. Please do it …do it quickly»
I decided to accept my fate. It’s not like there is something to live for on this earth anyways so it doesn’t matter anymore. I closed my eyes and clenched my fist with shivers..
BOM !!
Guess what happens next ?
Oh…
I think I have fallen in love, but this is not a normal type of love. It’s one that surpasses and that never runs cold. One that it’s bad for your heart and sweet for your soul.
Oh, I wish I could express what I’m feeling right now. I can’t bear it inside me anymore. If I don’t talk to you, I feel like I will die inside. If I don’t admire your beauty, I feel like I am going to freeze. If you don’t look at me…. No, I don’t even want to think about it. I want you to look at me even if it’s just a glance. My heart is going bapump and bapump and I feel like I’m going to weep from any moment from now if you don’t calm me down. You’re too much for me, way too much. If this continues, I’ll faint. Whenever I wake up in the morning, I become a part-time poet for your sake. It almost becomes inevitable. It’s been a while since I have noticed it but if I don’t seek you, I’ll die. There is a certain time limit to which I can survive if I don’t think, talk or sense you. This is how much you’ve enticed me. I can’t live without you, it’s worse than impossibility. Seriously, what is happening to me? The fact that you love me too and interested in my personal life makes this experience more intimate. I’ve become accustomed to you to the point where I know when you’re around me. You send me a cold yet refreshing shiver that doesn’t make me quake, rather it electrifies me.
Oh I wish I could hear your voice right now, oh God, help me. If that day were to come to past, I think I would pass out with a nosebleed and this is not a joke. I wouldn’t be able to sleep. Is that why you haven’t directly talked to me yet ? Help me so that I’ll love you more, help me so that I’ll do the things you love with boldness, help me so that I’ll be more addicted and obsessed over you. I want to quit everything in my life so that I’ll spend my whole life with you. Neverthless I know you wouldn’t want that for me because I need these. I despise my flesh so much, it makes me exasperated at it. When I want to stay awake at night just for you, my flesh wants to take over and ruin everything. God kill my flesh so that nothing in this earth or the earth to come would stop me from beholding you
« Why are you making that face darling ?~ You look like you saw something unnatural » he chuckled with a seductive yet charismatic look
What !? You’re telling me that this is the same Shion from the 10th grade ?! There is no way. The shion I knew was——-way more timid and sissy…
_I remember as if it was yesterday—-_
_He was known as the “crybaby” of our school. If you were to say a slight controversial comment about him, he would cry and keep malice for a week. _
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_There was a day when…_
“Wahh Wahh…snif…ugh…”
_I leaned on his table with a questionable disposition as my eyes were directed towards the source of his cries._
_You may wonder what exactly was going on and it might have been something worth shedding tears for but—_
« What is it Shion ? Did you get hurt ?» said the teacher with a worried and gentle look
« Huff…snif…I mistakenly…g-got my handwriting wrong…snif..and I-it ruined everything..w-wahhh » _he cried the more with boogers descending from his nose_
_I will never forget that I left out a hiss and I usually never do that. Is it possible for a human being to cry for such a futile reason ?_
_Or another time when…_
«..And t-the prince..I-I…uhm..f-fell …hick..uh…a-wahhh…»
_We all had to present our piece of work to our class and it was his turn. He barely even finished his first sentence before he bursted into his usual whining. He was shaking like a leaf being blowed by the wind and he didn’t dare to look at the class that was before him. His face went from 25 degree celcius to a hundred, it was clear by how crimson and blistering he looked. _
_You’ve got to be kidding me… The “me” at that time despised him so much that I wouldn’t get anywhere near his district. His constant stare towards my direction was the exasperation of my day and the snare to my mood. Nevertheless I presume that what really hitted him was …_
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« Sienna !!! Shion has something to say to you !!»__
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_The whole class surrounded my table. Some were smilling like cretin, others were overexcited as thought they took drugs and there was “him” right in front of all of it not making any direct eye contact. His demeanor revealed it all, there was no need for words. I feigned ignorance to such expression wanting to shoo him away by my behavior. However, strangely enough that is, he managed to…_
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_«_U-umm… S..s-sienna—- I..know i-it sounds really random b-but…!!!» _he stuttered with his head still faced down. He appeared as if he was being cooked in a barbecue_
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_Before he could utter these words, a repulsive frown had already popped out on my face. If I could use telepathy at that moment to speak to him, I would say “Please shut up and don’t even think about finishing your phrase” _
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« I.. I r-really r-really like you !! Ple-ease.. I want us to be m-more than friends !! C-consider going o-out with me ! »_ he bellowed everything out. _
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_He was proper shivering and one could tell that he could faint from any moment from now._
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_How irritated was I, his confession was like an insult slapping me on the face. I’d wish that I hadn’t open my mouth and just kept silent. _
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_« _I’m totally grossed out. First do you have to scream out for the whole world to hear this ? This is embarrassing you know. Also since when are we friends ? Or is it because I helped you out just once in the past ? It would have been better if you just kept it for yourself. »
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_Yep I know, that was harsh but i didn’t stop there. _
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_« _Go and look at yourself. I’m not into guys who cry and cause drama for no valid reason_. »_
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_That was the last day I saw him. I can’t exactly recall what his physical response was when I answered him that way. The only thing I knew was that he was no longer present at school. Rumors stated that he dropped out, others said he changed school and whatnot. _
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_But to think that he would be my date after 5 years. And this isn’t even what baffles me the most. _
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_« _The world is such a small place, don’t you think so ?_» he muttered in a deep but slow-paced voice, looking straight into my eyes. _
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_He had a well ironed inky suit, his cologne was giving Dior, his dark shoes were neat. He definitely grew more taller and his facial features had matured. It was clear that he gave himself to working out too as his shoulder were wider and his chest broader. His hair were slighty lustrous and ruffled further emphasizing his attributes. It was almost the definition of a manwha male lead straight up coming out of a game._
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_Also his way of speaking had definitely altered. Pretty eloquent and his voice was like an agreable hymn to my ears. No more stuttering and no more awkwardness in the air. _
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_I almost went speechless there. You know, that feeling, when it looks to flabbergast to be real_
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_« _I don’t think it’s a coincidence we met again. Perhaps fate wants to prove me that people can change …for the best.._» I glanced over at him, observing how he would react. _
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_He left a gentle smile with his head slighty lowered looking into the drink we ordered. _
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_« _I’m sure you still remember. I don’t feel guilty but I still want to apologize for my immature words back then._» I stated wanting to peace out the mood_
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_« No, I’m thankful for it. You were the only person who directly told me. Thanks to that, I was able to open my eyes and face reality» _
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_He leaned on the table and his eyes couldn’t detach from mine. He took a sip and he continued:_
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_« Aren’t you curious to know why I also liked you back then ?…» _
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_My intrestedness took over my seriousness and I had to know.. _
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_« Why ?» I responded with anticipation as I reciprocated the firm eye contact_
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_« Remember when you helped me to find my house keys ? »_
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_« Yea, I remember. You told me that you left them on your desk and you couldn’t find them anywhere »_
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_« That’s right, when you finally found them inside my coat’s pockets and you shooked your head” he pursued his lip almost as if he was holding himself from laughing. _
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_«Pfft, at that moment I just placed the keys on your desk and I left without even saying a word to you haha» _
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_« Your facial expression was just too adorable too. It’s like you didn’t even want to react at all but your eyebrows and your lips failed you ~» _
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_« _After that day, i couldn’t stop thinking about you. You were not the first person that helped me out but for some reason you were so enticing in my eyes. Even I, don’t know the exact reason but this is it. _» he made sure to say every single words clearly_
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_There was a thick silence and we just stared at each other. Hmm, what is the point of him telling me that ?..He is trying to make a point ?_
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_« _Don’t…tell me that you still like me ? _» I questioned him. _
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_«Yes»_
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_He didn’t say anything for a few seconds_
_He placed his face on his open-palmed hand and he navigated his other hand towards a strand of my hair. Once he got a hold of it, he twirled it around his finger. I never knew it was possible for twinkles to appear in someone’s eyes before. His smile was just too dazzling that I thought I lost my sight for a second. I need eyeglasses to protect my eyes !_
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_« It’s crazy but you’re the only woman who still occupies my thoughts from this day…_
_Does that answer your question ?»_
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_Any woman who hears such confession would probably blush or wouldn’t know how to react in this situation but—-_
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_Something was wrong. The coincidence of this date. and the confession itself. It was way too bizarre to be genuine. _
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_«Really ? -» I replied examining his aura with careful consideration. _
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_«Hmm-hmm How can I forget the woman who broke my heart and made me a laughing stock ? » he spoke up with a bitter tone_
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_His expression went from a sunshine to something unbelievable. He let go of my hair strands and passes his hand through his hair with a resentfull smirk. _
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_They really say “Appearances are deceptive”. My neurons were screaming at me to leave this so-called “date". However they didn’t warn me ealier which was the mistake. _
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_I perceived another presence behind me, a threatening one. Before I could turn and react. A thick tissue with a white powder envelopped my mouth. The last memory I saw was the cold glare from Shion looking down at me. How did this date take such a bad turn ?…_
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« I promise you with the whole of my heart that I’ll never ever leave and will love you forever. I’ll promise this with my life. »
That’s what you told me with full assurance and alacrity two months ago. My body resonated with each words as my mind was floating in a basin of ecstasy. You are the panacea for the issues of life, my source of pure bliss and a field of euphoria that is unquenchable.
But—-
« Anna…? What’s wrong ? » he asked
Why is your contenance and the vibration of your spirit playing a different instrument than the usual “you”.
« No, I should be the one asking you. What’s wrong ? » I replied with an undertone of meticulousness as I was looking deep into his brownish eyes that seemed to be betraying him.
« I don’t get what you mean ? Nothing is wrong. » he replied confused
How strange, everything is portrayed as though nothing has been moved from the jigsaw puzzle. The physical facade is the same. The climate is the same. Your smile is the same…
«Anna … you’re scaring me—-Did something happen ?» he expressed with a worried and perplexed look
Yes, this is just my imagination. Just my imagination…right ?
« My mistake, I’m just overthinking. Don’t mind me» I continued « By the way, Glenn is still green» I muttered with a smile as my side dimples were popping out.
I stroke his head with tenderness. I shifted my body to start out my usual duties. At this point in time…
You chuckled and you said—-
« Haha… Glenn is green ? Where did you get that expression from ?-»
«…..»
My whole system froze. My expression was left intact yet shivers were screaming out in groaning as they were ascending and descending. It happened again, you were producing a different tune. However this time, you were indirectly throwing at me confirmation of the signals that happened to be whispering at me. The treeshold of these indicators are building up nevertheless I want them to break free.
« Hugo, I want you to call me by my favourite nickname. Remember when we were spending time on our third date. ~ »
I have now entered into a physiological play determined to find the anomaly on the jigsaw and you, Hugo, need to partake on it. Cues are my advantages and time my disadvantages.
« Your favourite nickname ? Hmm …wait..let me try to remember..» he pondered with an innocent demeanor
Surely, This is the ideal moment to open up the curtains.
I stare deeply into his eyes, even my breathing was following the tempo of my natural instincts. Not wanting to adventure into the unknown but I had to decode a mystery.
« Oh ! Isn’t it My Little Legend !?~ I remember, you couldn’t get enough of that nickname~» wow, such an expressive and genuine laughter
Bravo….If I could clap, I would clap. He remembers, it’s him. The tune returned back to his normal format but not the instrument.
I caught it—- Finally—-
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If eyes could commit trahison then it would be better for them to be plucked out. I can see them vibrating. That’s not the main thing that fooled you. The moment you entered in, I knew something, your aura perhaps, that had being modified. You lost and I won. It’s too early to declare triumph yet. Now that I’ve found the bad piece of the puzzle…
« I don’t know how you got that nickname, but Hogo stopped using it after our second date. » I uttered in a slow yet slighty shaky voice
I continued despite the thick and soundless atmosphere forming..
« Who are you ? »
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« You’re just part of a game and I’m part of a reality. This is a Goodbye »
Such a brutal yet pragmatic statement that cannot be forgotten.
How did we arrive to such a stage of fate ?….
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She looked at me with endearing eyes and a questionable demeanor.
“What is it about me that you love so much ?”
Her voice sounded low like the waving of the sea. If it was describable, I would compare it to honey that hasn’t been savoured yet enticing to the sight.
At that time, i couldn’t help it. My heart was flying in other enigmatic dimensions. I had to gaze away to avoid exceeding the line that she’d set between her and me. How unsettling
“….”
I couldn’t answer, it felt like opening my mouth to say something would amount to me commiting a sinful act against love nature. If there was something such as a pendulum that keeps ticking louder and louder then that would be myself.
«Answer me, I want answers. Not silence”
Yes, she has bought me back to earth before my soul reached cloud nine. I am grateful but ungrateful at the same. It would have just been the best for the both of us if I were to loose consciousness on the spot. Does the kind of feeling actually exist ?
«Look away then»
Out of all answers I could possibly come up with, this was my top pick when I was in such a vulnerable state.
In my surprise, she looks away and —I took advantage of that.
I slide my hand on her cheek and lean towards her ear whispering slowly.
“I can’t really give you a reason. All I can say is that I’m drawn to your soul”
Have I become a poet ? I never knew that love could bring out something that I never knew was in me.
Her cheek was slighty burning, her lips were lightly trembling, her eyes in confusion looking at my direction.
Hmm—I want to see that expression again, again and again. Using the word “adorable” would be such an understatement of the memory my mind is currently capturing.
I place a gentle yet passionate kiss on her ear knowing that this might challenge that boundary. I’ve definitely lost it——-
«I want you to be mine, there is no point hiding it anymore. Don’t you agree ?»
I was the one who couldn’t utter any word a few seconds again. It’s now her turn. Role swap but with a sweet twist.
The setting was there at the right frequency and at the right time. The sun was illuminating both of our faces. The sand was warm at our feet and the sea…she was humming wonders in our senses. The cherry at the top was her mere presence leaving kisses to my soul.
I lean in the more but towards her face this time. Should I go for a kiss on her cheek now ?—
«U-uh»
She place her hand on my mouth and her face seems to have travelled from the realm of a beach of peaches to an island of apple trees.
I chuckle almost on the verge of laughing a melody of pure happiness. She also couldn’t resist the temptation and an unwanted smile merged at the side of her lips.
«Don’t you know what this means ?..» she mutters with glitters on her eyes
"I know what it means~”
I respond with a warm smile on my face even the wind responded to such expression. The expression of a man who could die of happiness.
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The “me” of that time would have never thought that our destiny would part away like that.
“Don’t leave …please…Ruby—-don’t do this me …”
When was the last time my heart bumped this tremendously ? Breathing has become hard and standing almost impossible.
The image that was set before me was like a stoic paper performing the unnatural such as being teared apart with no force exerting on it. Her whole body was disappearing in flakes of a yellowish shine and she offered me her most sincere smile yet full of sorrow and melancholy. Her tears themselves displayed a sense of grief that couldn’t be consolated.
The setting was the same but what changed exactly ? It looks desolate and out of his natural order of contentment—-
She was half, just her other half was left and i couldn’t do anything to exert dominion over the situation. I am helpless——she was helpless too but why was she looking at me at though this situation was the best answer for our circumstances ?——Circumstances you say ? Do I actually exist ?
“I’ll miss you Raphael….”
These were her last words.
You might be wondering what I was feeling at that time….I have no idea—-and I would never want to know.
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