As the moon shines down She looked up to the sky, with a grateful grin She was filled with love and energy Such comfort felt in darkness Her eyes have been blessed to look within Clear picture of those who need seen the most A-lot of her life she hated this quality taking on peoples suffering Affected her mentally Many years and a lot of pain later she’s gained balance and an appreciation of distance Realized certain humans seek out empathy But suck you dry if you allow It was never her job to fix or change a problem But show admiration for the distressed Provide a comforting presence and a gentle nudge Then let them go on their own Trust the process Those deemed weak are often the strongest But silenced from being misunderstood What a lonely life to wonder weary Only to meet someone who sees you clearly Choose kindness Human life depends on it
Here she goes again Thoughts of him He’s new and unlike any other It’s all make believe No reality Too afraid to spark up a conversation So instead she creates a world inside her head Inside they’re love is limitless Hand and hand together Acceptance of all imperfections Deep dives into emotions They’ll swim until every inch of water has been discovered What a lovely feeling So motivating So inspiring All these feelings without a confirmation She knows nothing about him He knows less about her Only what she imagines him to be He’s just a painting in her head But she decides to say hello Let him know she’s interested No response He ghosts her Leaves her on read Shocked at all the lies she felt were real But it was all in her head
You see, I like my time here- just me and my thoughts. there's a world outside. full of robots. everyones head down seeking pseudo attention. Just over here thinking- "where's the connection?" And I don't mean the Wi-Fi. Monetary gain is the game, got everyone stuck out here chasing. So answer me this… Why aren’t we satisfied? Wasted life on so called " life" Not my mission. I'd rather be alone. or go missing.
I could sit here and complain about all your imperfections I'm sure someone would listen It's time to see things from your point of view Your life was completely depressing Fight or flight mode- always stressing Alcoholism, drug addiction & undiagnosed mental conditions.
Long days and nights she'll spend alone Trying to find security In comes Mr wonderful Now she'll welcome a new lover- unlike any other Say hello to substance abuse Man, she loved getting high So much time has passed still a child inside Her Religion, she hides within. Insanities, she now speaks as true. Unable to help herself abandoned by all those she knew She should have been better She should have fought harder But why all these expectations? More education More empathy More direction
Her eyes full of shame Hardened by a life full of trauma Unable to apologize It may bring on unsettling reality Hide behind the insanity 4 separated children Who carry the burden In life, They'll never feel "normal" Mental health is real It's not a mask people put on just to hide behind! It's the skin they're forced to wear And the battles are always strong within Save your judgement for your reflection Easy to say what should have been done But they didn't choose this sickness Our fucking System isn't working
Easy to say what should have been done But they didn't choose this sickness Our fucking System isn't working Same old comments about how she just Didn't accept help when it was given Interesting concept? One way of doing things trap them in a box designed to fit all expect everyone to adhere to the broken systems treatment New ways need to begin Time to stop judging and try to understand How can they be fully accountable Society has failed the ones who needed help It's not a give me a dollar I'm homeless help It's a help me find a way out of this hole I've built help.
We need Better knowledge, more funding and patience for people type of help. They're victims to a vicious self isolating system if we don't find away to help. Society too will tell you to move on from them What a fate to bear "alone" I'm sorry Mom.
