In a manner of speaking I have it all Dreams are dreams no more Once the future turned to now Millions into billions A free for all Roots of family The pillars of love Builds of empire Reforms the entire

I want to eat mangos with you while we laugh about our day as the juice from the fruit drips down our chin.

I want to sit on balcony rocking chairs holding hands with ease surrounded by ocean views serenaded by the waves caressed by the breeze.

I want to hike the pico Duarte highest point in the Caribbean camp overnight in fancy tents create memories with every moment we spend together.

I want to grow old with you fill our home with so much love we burst live a life of joy and peace but I need to meet you first.

Watching his boy head off to school, his dad fires up the Nintendo

What do I see when I look to the future? Is it bright? Or is dark and clouded in inky black waves?

There was a time, When I couldn’t see me living past eighteen, That I had no future or dreams,

What he did, Ripped a whole in the fabric of me,

But now, I see myself in ten years dancing and having fun, Maybe married, No kids,

A nice house and a lot of cats, A husband or wife who likes me for me,

But mostly, I see me moving on my trauma, I got to where I wanted to be,

In ten years time, I hope I have healed enough,

In ten years time, I hope I am still acting and doing Eveything I love,

I can see myself being here in ten years time. And it is glorious

Dear future me Tell me Are we where we thought we’d be? Did we settle down Travel all around town Did we learn to love ourself Put ourself first above all else

I know what is in store for me in ten year𝐬. I am going to be living my best life,my new chapter. I can feel it! I know it’s going to happen.. I just know it.. I can feel it, unbearably, with pure, strong faith.. I will be with my kingdom husband, we will have a beautiful marriage blessed by God, our life will be like a real life fairytale! We have our beautiful children who will be very happy, we will have a spirit baby or babies blessed by God, We will be wealthy so we can help other people who are less fortunate, We will be traveling and we will be doing lightwork together as our love is based on God in the center and we are going to change a lot of lives for people because we are chosen ones by God who stood the test of time. Shed our old selves (ego self) into Divine persons and have our mindset on God. We are going to show people by example what true love based on how God loves us. We are true twin flames❤️‍🔥✝️❤️‍🔥That is a FACT!! It is going to happen because God keeps his promises based on our obedience and our hearts. 🥰🙌🙌🥰

Happy That’s where I want to be Not a time Not a place Just a feeling

In ten years time I’d like to feel A starburst-flavored kind of zeal I’d like to wonder, then believe Life’s got my steps where they should be A pen in hand and friends in heart A dedicated room for art In ten years time I’ll count me blessed If I’m sat at my writer’s desk

I haven’t grown too known to walk convention floors - My face rings little bells, if any bells It’s how I like it Through the dealer’s hall, and panels large and small Enjoying as the fan I always am -

And then I see them

A group of five, in homemade clothes Adventurers’ garb, from a fantasy scene I see them

And I know them

These five I put to pen, and brought to life Now brought to life in turn by crafty fans Who loved this story - as I have loved stories - Those stories which inspired me to write, and make, and play - Now mine in turn is cosplayed by my fans

In ten years time where will I be? Sat at home? Or on the sea? I wonder just how far I’ll go? As far as town? Or Mexico?

Anxiety does keep me home, I do prefer to be alone, I don’t like going very far, Fear has really left a scar

Home is where I like to stay, I really should just go one day, Something stops me, something holds, I make excuses- plans and colds

Maybe I can work from home, Something I can do alone, Make some art or write a book, Lose some weight or learn to cook

Ten long years, what will I do? Will I have a huge breakthrough? Will I see the world around? Or still be here, and still housebound?

In ten years time I’d really like, To just go out and ride a bike, To make myself a whole new track, Be confident to not look back.