Twisting,

My stomach churns,

Stuffed with nauseous jitters,

That will disgorge and disappear,

Twisting.

Breathing,

I can do this,

I can speak to people,

Yet my mouth is dry, my lips zipped,

Breathing.

Crying,

Holding back tears,

I don’t want to be here,

I feel alone with people near,

Crying.

Smiling,

I walk around,

My outfit’s cool, I’m proud,

Imagining eyes on myself,

Smiling.

Flooding,

My mi...

relief.

deep breath, trembling

few tears shed. upturned head

but sure not that a man is dead!

of course.

piercing

everywhere screams

love will never feel safe

panic overcomes. she succumbs

wasted

numbness

shock isn’t right.

new in alien lands

world colored in blue, all sense fails.

what’s left?

good days

can ruin things

when guilt of living drowns

out reason. but h...

My life,

no longer mine.

There was a death in our

birth as mother and son, I am

transformed....

The sun

It shines brighter

My light in the darkness

It is my hole to hold on to

My sun

The sun

Shrouded by clouds

For it hides its true self

Stays away from all the other stars

Sad sun

The sun

Brightly burning

Scorching a canvas of skin

Blistering Burning Dealing pain

Mean sun

The sun

Red orange yellow

Beautiful hues and colors

Pretty Bright Brilliant

Nice sun

The sun

Warm and lovely

A hug o...

One night in Vegas, The city of sinful regrets, we will call it Vegas

Forgotten broken hearts

Web of lies

Cries of the lost

It wasn’t worth of the cost of pain and sloppy humiliation.

Lights sparkle blinding you from morals, real life and shame....

**CW for language, death, and unresolved relationships**

You’re gone.

I’m elated.

It went on for too long.

I can’t believe it’s actually

Over.

You’re gone.

It’s for the best.

But you never said sorry.

And now I’m sat here wondering

What if?

You’re gone.

I’m frustrated.

You likely never cared.

But I sit and I seethe that you

Escaped.

You’re gone.

But you’re not gone.

Because you won’t go away.

...

Happy

Funny

Entertaining

Really interesting

always so fun and super cool

Happy

Surprised

Oh wow!

Just look at that

Or this, there is a lot

That is shown and could be made known

Surprised

Grateful

For all

All the things on

For me to use and do

It is a service and pleasure

Grateful

Amused

Hey, Look!

Look at this link

To this pretty weird site

I think I will click on this link

Amused

Shocked

Wait...

Very brave

She shows her strength

Travels across the world

She brings her kids protects them well

Survived

8-25-2024

Written By:

Ghostriter...

Alone

Alone for now

Though the future has hope

Hope in finding a partnership

A home

Comfy

Cozy and warm

All that you had wanted

Everything in its place, but

That itch

Wanting

Forbidden fruit

Only the devil knows

Just how bitter it really is

Uh-oh

Alone

Alone again

Just like you always were

Nothing to be afraid of now

Just you....

Rage, Angst

Devastation

Wallow in denial

Infidelity haunts my soul

Always...