He collapses into my arms and everything around us falls away. I feel his heartbeat through our clothes. It's so steady. The rythem of his heart is quick. _Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. _I try to memorize it, but I'm too focused on the feeling of him in my arms. My arms are around his neck, his around my waist. I have one hand on the back of his head, exploring his velvety hair. My other hand traces...

Waiting

Anticipation

Adrenaline

Shaking

This is how a performer feels onstage

When you find joy and comfort in the spotlight

When two minutes feels like two seconds

You don’t notice the crowd

You don’t hear them

You don’t see them

It’s just you

You and your passion

I put in hours of practice

Always perfecting my skills

I’m often asked why

Why I give up my life to practice and ...

The tongue has let slip,

Betrayed me once more,

The clock has stopped....

Whether it’s sitting across the room watching him while he works or turning over and seeing him laying beside me, I love admiring My Love. While I sit there and watch, it feels as though time slows down. As though we are the only two people in the whole world. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can never get enough of being around him or watching him do things. While I look I see...

You never read my poetry anyway

Meaningless words put to the page

Still the knot in the pit of my stomach remains

You never check in on me these days

I still tell myself I love you anyway

You went hundreds of miles far away

Could have been a year or just a day

Guess that didn’t satisfy your quota for pain

You had to take my baby with you that whole way

I dial the numbers every day

Be a good...

I stare into her eyes and I get lost in them, how can I not get lost in those beautiful eyes, filled with a whole universe, whenever I stare at them I can not find a way out, all I see is brightness, warmth and love. Her eyes shines bright as the sun itself, the sun is wamr but her eyes are burning fire, they burn my soul, but it does not hurt me at all, even if it does I wouldn’t hide myself from...

sleep on me.

lay your head in my lap.

or perhaps on my arm.

i’ll ignore the tingles as it slowly goes numb.

eight hours, eight days, eight years.

i’ll become statuesque while you drift into dreamscapes....

I lie in bed,

In complete darkened dread.

My eyes cannot close,

Even when in a sleeping pose.

The warm blankets do nothing

To hide her from coming;

Insomnia nips at me

Making sleep a no guarantee.

Time ticks

As she smiles and pricks

My very mind

With distaste of all kind.

How long the night feels

As I lie through these ordeals.

If only I could escape

Insomnia’s shadow....

Our first date,

Hand holding

Lips brushing

Never ending laughter

The sparkle in your eyes

Full of passion and dedication

Our love is frozen, never interrupted

Rings presented, vows shared

Children bared

Our love still frozen, yet our skin wrinkling and greying

Sharing a hospital room together

Hands holding

Lips brushing

Never ending laughter

The same passion and dedicat...

Tongue circles

Blossoming red folds

Summer is coming...