Can you hear my voice?

Is it one you’d follow?

Would it bring you peace?

Would it make you stay?

Can you feel my arms?

Wrapped around an old shell,

Of what felt like love,

But felt like none else.

Adorned in bright colours,

Thunderheads come, wash them out,

Now I dress in shadow,

Now I’ll blend in, no doubt.

I’ll look up at the sky,

I’ll wonder why?

I’ve got a thunderhead,

Following me around,

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First day of senior year..yay i guess

It was okay? Got yelled at by the corridor teacher the moment i arrived but whatever

I am not doing well honestly. I dont think ill tell my friends about it.

Or my sister

My mom is really sick, I haven’t seen her in days . Doesn’t help that my Arabic teacher yelled about me about my grades, definitely doesn’t help that my dad kept yelling at me at anything...

Wish I could match up to your expectations

Wish I could stay clean

But we don’t always get we want

And what we want isn’t always simple

I’m just trying to live

All my promises

Were just lies about who I wanted to be

And god I wish I could feel alive

But I can’t match up

To what sober me promises

All these lies

Paint a picture of half of me

All my words falling

Snowflakes

I’m scared you’ll recogni...

Dare I stay forever

Even though it will only hurt me

Knowing I’m not the one for you

Even though it’s all I wanna be

Id run till the end

And go across the whole ocean blue

All of that I’d do

Just to say how much I love you

I can’t do any of that

All I had now it’s gone

Once with me and now you’re not

It’s now our past memories I think upon

I wanted to get there

To be there with you

Where we co...

Right when I felt settled,

Something was immediately missing.

I wasn’t sure what,

But as always I felt the need for something

I didn’t have.

I looked for it.

I checked all the places I normally fall to.

Where I feed on conversations.

Where I shove my insecurities between the cushions.

Places where I normally get the most work done,

But I couldn’t find what I was looking for.

And then,...

As he entered the elevator he said “floor three please”. He sounds nice she thinks, he did sound nice his voice rich and filled with thought. As she reaches for the button the man thinks wow she’s gorgeous, but she won’t notice me no one ever does.Hes right no one ever notices him his face disfigured and his leg misformed, but she’s different she doesn’t notice not because she’s ignoring him no , ...

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How’s it been an hour?

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I’ve done it again

But I’ll just be better tomorrow, right?

I’ll finally finish reading that book

I’ll start my nightly routine earlier

I’ll go outside more

I’ll write something

I’ll play with my dog

...

Miles

Or eons?

The distance seems

Lesser than a layer of dust, yet

Greater than the sun and moon’s gleams

Perhaps

My voice could reach

What my hand cannot grasp

My eyes delude me

Just a little further, they say

But then, you flee

Like a firefly in the night

One moment you‘re there,

The next you‘re out of sight

Losing you

Is losing me

But you already know

Cruelly magnificient

We reap what we ...

I’m not okay.

I’m not alright.

Can’t shake this ghost.

When alone or in public.

It’s attached to me.

Stuck.

Seperated.

Isolated…

Hollow....

Blank walls seem to stretch forever,

Finding where I am is my own endeavor.

Water stains on ceiling and floor,

Will I ever find the door?

I am lost, but at what cost?

I look at my hands, they’re faded,

Worried thoughts have invaded.

I glance at a window, no reflection in sight,

Am I heading in the wrong direction tonight?

To myself, I’ll try to teach,

But my mind is just out of reach....