I’m leaving this insecurity

I’m leaving it behind

Im leaving my worries

Letting it drag behind

Oh my

Maybe I just can’t stand me

Maybe I’m not the person I wish that I was

I’ve left the old me,

That little kid on the slide

I miss that God fearing man

That I used to be

The strong and happy person

That I used to be

Now I’m a mess

I’ve been so stressed

You ruined my life I could say

But I did the ruining with my obsessive behavior

Something’s not right in my brain

Could get a scan and get medicated

But I’m too scared of being right

I’m leaving this era in life

Where I’m obsessed with you

I wish that was something I could say

I wish so badly I could say that

But life would have it other ways

I can’t let go

No matter how hard I try

I wish

I wish I could leave you behind