My Sun
The very flowers
Reach for the things they crave
Why can’t I
Do the same as them?
Having a life of themselves
But no conscious
They still search
For that sun
They’d die without it
It’s only natural instinct
So it justifies
Why it was right to kill you
If I didn’t
I wouldn’t be able to get my sun
My son
The thing I crave more than anything
The thing I’d die without
I need him
More than you
That’s why you had to go
I’m not sorry
It’s only fair
I get to stay alive
And you don’t
For “Wherever there is light,
The flowers will find it.”
You had my light
And I found it
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_(This took a dark turn! I was aiming for a more romantic tone but then um, yeah. This is actually my first time making poems, like when I downloaded this app, and thank you all for your feedback and encouragement! “Very good, very nice. Hello, chicken nugget.” Thanks for reading and have a great day.)_