I have a confession to make I am a lone flying crow My home is in the gallow I make peace with my friend, sorrow With bones of hollow I fly solo No murder to follow So here I go I fly high as I can With the world below I am one with the fallow I am one with death So don’t follow I only take your time, that’s only borrowed. My heart you asked of, is with a merrow
I’m not worth the trouble I am peace with solace of isolation I only bring uncertainty sorrow I’d rather be with a scarecrow To scare myself off into the depths of my shadow Sorry to mess with your alter-ego To fall for me I am a meaningless crow So now, you know I am a lone flying crow.

San Juan river cut her route through the mountains Isolated farms made her their home Not a single cell tower Forget about modern age This place between the mountains with modern humans Named Dulce, her hidden gem was worth the isolated drive Worth getting lost for Her mountain ridges worth more than the sum of my worth Her people, so close to Mother Earth Taken care of me when I needed a home She is the gem I must have been looking for I crave for her isolated paradise Yet terrified of her Of her isolation If I could, I would maybe get lost in her mountains To maybe find myself To see my own reflection In her waters where the fish grow without knowing what is, what is humans I want the peace like her people A little place of heaven Of self isolation

The Pain I went through Is immeasurable Compared to what you put me through My crown of thorns was heavy Not heavy enough for you though You had me, And I have you Nothing could ever stop my heart bleeding out for you My lonelines is like a coat It’s heavy but it’s warm It’s nothing like you If I could get one more thing right That’ll be forever loving you That’s what you wanted right? “All I see is you” Well that’s not true You left me in the cold until I turned blue You made one moment Forever stuck in my head I wish it would fade like the others memories we had I’m okay, I want to vanish like the past So I can forever forget the memories we had I want to be the one you wish you still have

Staring in your eyes is my favorite dimension My favorite part of being alive No matter the season If I could, I would Would be your favorite dimension Our hearts should Should be open season Season of our hearts to hunt down each other If you’re up right Then I’m upside down Upside down of course In your mirror dimension Were all I see is you Were that lie is true No matter the season If I’m wrong I don’t care if you’re right As long as you are on my right Were the mirror dimension is a reflection Reflections of light Light of the night So please, don’t leave my dimension Before the reflection reflects the sun And wakes me up in the middle of the night

I am alone here So stay over there I’ll sit in my only chair If only you could bear What’s in here In my porcelain heart Is it really you? Not just alive body, without a beating heart Can I feel your heart? Is it beating? Is it beautiful as you say? If I may Could I stay? For a little while While I let my soul go astray To find your pieces of your heart Please stay You’re my only light It’s okay I’ll take care of you, if I may I’ll take care of your porcelain heart

They say the true color is in the inside What about the outside? I can see what Father Time had done Made your color fade The sun bath you in every shade of color that The eye could see Even if I is colorblind I can see what needs my eye So don’t be shy I need to believe So don’t force what you can’t be All I see is you No matter what your color fades into Don’t hurt me I’ll return your violence with a beating heart Everyone is in constant state of falling apart So let me in, so I can devour your heart I’ll let you conquer my soul If I can see what your true color Needs to be I love you with what’s left of my heart

“What I could demonstrate?” Keeps repeating in my head. “What could I demonstrate?” It’s something that I know I could do. But, what’s the point, when the point is seven miles below. In the deepest of seas. My body solidify as if magma slowly cools and crystallizes. Never felt so powerless, especially when my volcanic activity is now extinct. What’s once powerful is now incapacitated.

The way she breaks her boundaries. When I cross her path. She invades all my senses. And I let her in . This path is a path I want to take. I want this path to forever covered in her mildew. So I can live for another morning. Another walk in her misty path. Over past the woods. Over past the lakes. Another Soulraise. Another reason to be alive.