She heard that _thing _behind her running after her.

She berated herself for being out here all alone, for going closer, and for summoning that _thing. _ __ __ _"How could you be so dumb" _she thought.

The _thing _got closer and closer.

Let's see how this happened exactly.

She went out into the woods alone (like a dumbass).

She saw an abandoned grave and went near it (another really dumb move).

And she saw that thing come out from nowhere and she ran.

_And now she's running through the woods with a thing she's not that sure about what it is, is chasing her, "_OW!" "fuck I tripped", she thought, as the thing got closer and closer she scrambled to get away. __ __ __ _Too late it caught up. _

I was running. No time to think about anything. Just run. Don't question why.

"Your just doing your job" a little voice in my head said.

"Your not a bad person"

As I chased the target down in the woods I slowly assured myself that I was a good person even though deep down I know it's not true.

I threw one of my blades at the target and hit them in the back making them fall to the ground with a thud.

I pulled my knife out of their back. I turned them over and tried not to look at their face. This one hurt more then the rest. Yet I couldn't figure out why.

I slit their throat quickly with precision

I dragged the body out of the woods and disposed of it.

I went home and yelled into the house, "honey I'm home!"

No response.

"Honey?" I yelled again this time with more worry in my voice.

I started looking around the house for her.

Nothing.

It was then I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life.

I looked at a picture of me and her together smiling, that was laying on the counter.

The only difference was the blood.

I’m drowning I’m drowning in a million thoughts and feelings I want to scream over the weight of everything I scream for help but the words don’t come out Can you hear me?

I’m stuck Everything’s too much, too loud, too bright, too overwhelming I see you I plead silently for help Can you hear me?

I’m tired I’m tired of drowning I’m tired of being stuck I see you again But this time I move This time I talk You can hear me now.

(My friend wrote this btw not me)