Every now and then my heart has an awaking per say. A fear that I can’t quite understand. Only to be reveled in tears for what I have never seen in any book movie or life around me. Like im back as a child listening to my parents deliver one last gift on Christmas. One that entirely changed my life for better and worse. The instructions were lost in the mail acomponied by my letters. Some say it’s...

The sounds of students shuffling around the halls echo through my headphones. Some walking alone, some with friends, and some with partners. All having a different life, in the same life. The world is so big that it has become so small. I spot him easily in the halls, even though my brain screams that I have moved on, I still find him anywhere, any time, any place. “She had no chance” what a funny...

All in a golden afternoon,

under sky’s of cloudless blue

the timer rings 

Tick-tock, tick-tock

Your life has gone by one more season 

Time flies time flys

The warm golden light grows stronger

Something so beautiful something we can't live without yet it burns

Roses blooming the blinding red filling the bushes 

So pretty you want to pick them, but touch them and you'll be cut

Drip drip drip drip

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The day was warm, the sun shining brightly, the sound of laughter filled the air, the sound of footsteps echoing through the house as she stood in the doorway shocked. She had begged and cried. Pleaded and bargened. It wasn't enough. Men in uniform wandering to their houses hugging their families. Her children run around and play in the field. “You need to tell them. You need to tell them how you ...

Would you choose me in a room full of everyone you have ever met? I want to say I would, but my soul knows better than to believe I'll ever be the first choice. Even if you're my first choice I won't even be an afterthought in a room like that. So would I choose you? My brain screams no, but the whisper of hope from the part of me I lost so many years ago begs me like I did an eternity ago. Crying...

**I love you, Loving like the moon and stars. I hope you love me too. Always together despite the physical far. Kissing you like the water to the shore. Reflecting your light like the moon to the sun. The muse and the artist **

**I do, was that real. Or just the effects of her own life. Our death of love accompanied with hers. Was this all planned? **

**-Eclipse**

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**I love you too, like a ...