Last night, I cried myself to sleep
Thinking of everything I'd done,
And everything I've yet to do.
I am only alive because
You want me to be—you want me.
But holding on is getting tough,
And I have seen life pass me by
For far too many lifetimes now.
I desperately wish I was
Alive, and dead, and alive, and—
I was an adult as a child,
But now I am a child in a
Body that grew faster tha...