An irrational fear has always stopped me from doing a certain activity with my friends. Today, I decide that I’m going to face the fear of loving someone and letting them go. It feels like sky diving. There’s a possibility that I could jump out and land safely but there is also a possibility that I land into a million pieces on the earths ground. Love is never easy because most people are not easy...
Once upon a time, she was a college dropout from Baltimore, Maryland. Yeah the “ghetto”, yeah the city that went crazy when Freddie Grey was killed, yes the ghetto once again. She was passionate about helping others without expecting or wanting anything back. She loved with no expectation of being loved back. She hates politics but runs the streets with her compassionate smile and service. Everywh...
The rise to the top. The rise to satisfaction. The rise to the mountaintop. She yields in frustration. Wounded and weary, worrisome and weary. It’s not the rise that breaks her, it’s the weight from the fear and anxiety that she carries. And it’s not even just the weight that makes her slip, it’s her grip that makes her slip. It’s her grip that makes her slip. She lacks experience but she is cloth...
You leave me worthless and I am calm
You leave me wounded when I did you no harm
I am calm because I now know that I am strong
I now know that you are selfish and incapable of love
You are incapable of giving anything at all
You leave me alone because with you I feel alone
I am learning to say no because it is yes to me
It is the yes that i can be free from all the pain that you gave me
If it hur...