a

smile shining

bright as diamonds.

a smile you created.

a joyful soul was mine.

but that was the old me.

before you stole my reason and love

you betrayed my gentle soul and caring heart

I used to sparkle like stars in the heavens

but now the shine faded to star dust

now we are two stars, galaxies apart

and you still shine bright, while

i form a planetary nebula

forever fading till im

simply ...

Home

Broken. Pain.

Home. Scared. Alone.

Struggle for money. Hurt.

Home. Lonely amongst family. Fists.

Bills. No heating. Too little food.

Home. Kicks. Punches. Tears. No help. Fear.

Out.

Friends. Friends.

Out. Talking. Laughing.

Burgers, chips, beer, football.

Out. A good time. Together.

Banter, jokes, teasing. Not for real.

Out. Our time. Love. Together, now, forever:...

She

Was so

Beautifully broken and

adorably scary that you

Might have thought she had

Everything, but her smile hid so

much horrible pain, deeper than anything imaginable

That she finally just crashed too hard and

She finally just fell apart, like an old broken

Toy, forgotten, worthless, empty . No one even knew she existed

much less was missing .This was the tragedy or the blessing?...

Border

So thin

I could jump

The division between us

Seperating our souls and bodies

Yet my heart gravitates to you

You still will not let me in

I could come in but is worth it

No, I do not want to break your trust.mmmv

It is hard to fight this relentless urge to love

But I stay back, behind the border, behind the severing line.

Seeing others come and go while I cry in agony and jelousy...

A

Green leaf

So perfectly shaped

Lies on the sturdy

Brown branch next to mine

Mine, which cracks with even the

Smallest whistle of the summery autumn breeze

The green leaf, oh so kind and elegant,

Touches my soul in a way nothing else can

I watch it’s every move, hoping to find the greenery

It seems to cherish and hold so easily, like a butterfly

But the more water I steal, the more su...

She

Was no

One ,absolutely nothing

Just a worthless little

Freak, invisible, useless, no good

Nothing ,but a great big Monster!...

Once

There was

A little girl

Who longed to be

Taken away by the fae

Transported into a world of magic

And never return to her mundane life...

I

Can only

Take so much

Before I start to

Fall apart at the seams

You see me struggle and bend

Watching and waiting for me to break

Knowing how much you hurt me each time

I’m _drowning_ and you’re the one holding me down...

Intrigue

Attentive gaze

Smiles and conversations

Immediate connection is felt

Mutual attraction is easily confessed

Indescribable pleasure brings two souls closer

Feelings of lust evolve into something more

Fast paced, deeply felt, entirely raw and real

A connection so pure and undeniable takes hold now

Walls have come down and the words have been said

Soulmates, twin flames, red string, the f...

Grand

Bright day

Dogs are out

Breakfast brought balance yum

I will enjoy your presence

When would the day never end

For me to become anxious again for

The same time day sun shine is mines

Might have to give midnight a break so

I’m gonna rob myself of night seeing days like...