The light clicked on as he entered the room, a bright flare against the darkness. He blinked and stepped back, startled.
Marie sat at the table, a swath of papers on the wood table in front of her. She sat stiffly, her skin sallow in the warm light. A brightly patterned scarf covered her head, almost as bright as the fire in her eyes.
âWhatâre you doing in the dark?â Frank loosened his tie and tossed his messenger bag on the floor.
âThatâs funny - that phrase âin the darkâ.â She leans forward, her stick thin elbows on her knees. âSeems apt given the situation.â
âWhat situation, Marie?â Frank hung his tie on the rack. âJeez, youâre acting weird. Did you eat to today?â
She stood and stalked towards him, closing the distance, single piece of paper fluttering in her fingers.
âI mean in the dark as stupid, duped, unaware.â Every word was sharp, like glass. âYouâre the professor, you shouldnât need a thesaurus. You know exactly no no what I mean.â
âI assure you I donât. You should be resting. How long have you been out of bed?â He reached up to stroke her shoulders but she shrugged him off, slapping at his hands.
âCaring and concerned now? So interesting!â
She laughed, the sound low and harsh. âWhere was the concern when I needed the procedure last year?â
Blood drained from his face, but he side stepped her, tidying the papers on the table. âYou know Dr. Titus said something about side effects from the medicine. I can call Nurse Jackie if that helps.â
âThe only person you need to call is a divorce attorney.â She threw the paper at him. It swooped up before landing gracefully at his feet. He stepped back as if it was a bomb.
âMarie . . .â
âMarie nothing,â she said drawing herself up to her full height. âI had a chance. One chance. You stole that from me.â
âYou still have a chance . . . The last report was good . . .â He circled the table as she moved closer.
âCut the shit Frank. Where did all this money come from?â
âI won the lottery.â
âWhen?â
He swallowed. âIn February,â he said, his voice a hoarse whisper.
âHow much? And donât lie!â She glared at him.
â$250,000 after taxes.â
Marie crossed her arms, anger the only thing keeping her upright. âJust enough for one life saving procedure in March.â Pain twisted her face. âGuess you were leaning hard on the till death part. What about in sickness and health?â
He held his hands up. âThe surgery was experimental. They there was only a 20% chance they could get it all. You could be paralyzed right now.â
âSo I should be thankful to be a walking corpse? Instead of a wheeled one? Iâm still your wife! You should have told me!â
He fumbled with the words. âYou were in such a delicate state â I, umm, Iâ
âSpit it out Frank. You wanted to keep it all for yourself once I died.â She pointed to the paper on the floor. âThereâs 103,000 in that account. Whereâs the rest?â
âItâs gone.â
Marie snorted. âJust gone. You donât think to tell your sick wife. I donât even know who you are.â
âDonât say that! I was wrongââ
âYou were wrong. But thatâs not my problem anymore,â she hissed. âGet that bag and get out.â
âBut you need me.â
âNot anymore.â
âMarie . . .â
âYouâll hear from my representative tomorrow.â
âAnd Frank?â
He lifted his head, pausing by the door.
âIâm telling the kids.â
Like a balloon, he deflated further, sagging out of the doorway, shutting the door behind him.
She collapsed into the low settee by the window, dry heaves rippling through her, the shudder of a heart being rent into two. I would welcome death in this moment.
She heard as the engine turned over and watched the sweep of his headlights as they washed over the ceiling. She cried until she felt as dry as ash, broken and loose, floating in the ether.
One wondering broke through as she laid there, too weak to make it back into bed. Was there any way possible for him to feel the pain, the gutting, annihilating pain, she felt and how can she make that happen with the time she had left?