They say I’m crazy,

And I’m awry.

They say I’m hazy,

and they’re a lie.

If my life is full of hallucinations,

Then I need to find a destination.

For you see is not a spree

But a key waiting to flee

Sometimes I think

I have smeared

Because just a blink,

And they’ve disappeared

It’s your imagination”, as I will be told,

Which is why I keep it under a fold.

I’ve come across a disaster,

That will r...

I have started seeing people. Not in the sense of dating or in the sense of people watching. I have started seeing people who I don’t know exist I know where they live and they know where I live. They live with me and I can’t live without them. I can’t talk to them I can’t even fully see them. They live just outside of my field of vision I’m not going crazy I can’t be. I’m not scared of them at al...

i’m alive but im dead… as i say out loud in front of my friends..,, haha haha ?!, trying to laugh it off

they look and say “are you okay?“

my words couldn’t escape out my mouth but in my head i’m screaming out for HELP .. but what comes out is i’m okay are you guys okay ? , thats my reality i keep it all in

no one needs to hear my stories because they wouldn’t understand my pain and suffering so ...

Fear is what lies within the wonders

I fear the dark,

Though I don’t fear its thunders

I fear its mark.

The possibilities that cohere with trepidation

The things I see when the lights go out

The endless hours of cognition,

But i have no doubt.

The wonders urge me to discern.

For it’s not my concern,

They are fear—

Waiting near.

They whisper truths I shouldn’t know,

Then vanish into shadow’...

The last time I spoke to them,

the world spun backward—

The flimsy hand I had on sanity

let go as my wrist was fractured

The black and yellow insanity of

A hive of angry Yellowjackets

swarms in my head. If Hell had a

sound, it would be this unholy racket.

I ignore now, the little wisps here—

the noises that have no reason.

I pretend I am unaware that

Their Number is legion.

Now, not so ...

It slithered, crawled or glided

At the edge of my vision

**Dark, hunted, blurred lines**

**Yellow eyes**

****

No good amount of feet

Too many few

A sliver from the corner

But a ragdoll in direct view

It tilted its head sideways

A confused, lost puppy

With its mouth closed yet it betrayed

Teeth clenching at the tunnel of it’s throat

It’s voice was smooth

Warm caramel

As its demeanor turned cold

...

Passing judgement.

Voices whisper.

People stare.

I want to sink away as if I was never there.

I feel like a fraud,

like I shouldn't be here.

Their voices grow,

growling sounds and taunting laughs.

Will they know?

They are watching me.

I feel their stares,

I have an urge to flee.

I can't hear what they say,

I sense their critiques with perfect clarity.

When will they force me away?

When will they k...

i think i’m ashamed. there’s people pointing their fingers at me, and i don’t recognize a single face. i’m well aware of what i’ve done, i wanna be something better but i can’t escape who i was. fearful. insecure. quiet. i’m uncomfortable sitting in my own silence because i can still hear the screaming from my subconscious. these people look angry, and i think even disappointed. i can’t tell who i...

Red eyes watching every step

Every step i take

Time stands still

One more pair

Of red eyes watches me

Where am i?

„You have been forgotten“

Trees get closer

Stones roll over

Grass gets tighter

I must be in my mind

She says

She sits down

On a big rock on a hill

Yes. Now i am safe....

walk,

one foot,

the other,

walk,

pause,

look,

no one,

walk,

one foot,

the other,

wait,

breathing?

walk,

stop,

look

someone,

run....