(This might trigger people)

I bite the hand that feeds me

So that maybe it’ll let me starve

I find the one who seeks me

And let them wander alone

I sleep with one eye open

Awaiting the monster underneath

Ill let it eat me this time

Ill fall intentionally

Shattering bones into splinters

All this will free me

From the pain that goes on in my head

Or maybe it will just make it all worse

I try to stay clean

I try to stay off the ledge

Just to be met with rage and hurt

You say no one understands you

But I’ve been here all along

I cut to feel

I cut to taste

I cut to breathe

I starve to be thin

I starve to punish myself

I live for you

But you walked away

My dreams tell me to let go

My feelings are irrelevant to you

Why can’t i let this go

Why can’t i stay clean?

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I can’t tell if this sucks or not let me know what i can fix in the comments please i know it doesn’t really rhyme lol