As a child everyithing seemed bigger than it actually was. Even people looked like they were as tall as buildings! Or, well, maybe not quite as tall but almost! She wondered if her grandpa was thinking the same thing about her, because she was so small compared to all the people in the room. He was smiling and telling her a story about her daddy, when he was as small as she was now and she had to ...

The night was colder and darker than I was used to, my breath a white fog in front of me. I took another step, stopped right in front of the riverbank and kneeled, so I could take a better look.

I was breathing heavily. Walking all this way with no break took it‘s toll on my body. My eyes felt heavy but I kept on staring and then I saw it.

A glowing light appeared in the water.

It was small an...

It was quiet. And dark.

I was exhausted. Just so -

- tired.

Staring out the window, looking at the trees, hidden in the mist. Only silhouettes of naked arms in a dark, empty forest.

My eyes were burning. But I kept on looking.

I had to.

Although, there was nothing to see.

No one but me. Only trees for miles and the mist that made my skin feel like tiny bugs were walking on me.

I yawned. ...

This was it. The end of a life I never learned to love.

A life that brought me nothing more than pain, full of people that don‘t care about me because the only one that did had died a few months ago.

Without her I had no reason left to keep living this life. It hurt. And I wasn‘t strong enough to continue like this.

This was it, I thought again and took a deep breath. This was the end of my sto...

Well, to be honest, I kind of expected a situation like this when I woke up this morning. It just felt like one of these days where you would rather stay at home and avoid conflict because you knew nothing would go your way. Obviously I did not expect this exact situation because how could I have guessed that? But something similar? Just as bad when it came to the consequences?

Sure. Why not? I ...

I Miss The Days - NF

(warning: depression, anxiety are mentioned

(Just to be safe))

I miss the days when everything I worried about was not being late to school and remembering all my friends‘ birthdays.

I miss the days when I wasn‘t constantly thinking about how much of a disappointment I was to my parents.

I miss the days when my anxiety didn‘t make me question every decision I made.

I m...

Josh stared hopefully at me. I frowned and thought about how I could have spent my time had I not agreed to go with him.

Although he was a nice guy to be around most of the time, he could sometimes be as annoying as a child not getting their will.

I stared down at his three feet and noticed a gap on the middle foot. He wasn‘t lying about needing a big toe. But was I in the mood for the paper wor...

I was picking at my fingernails as the elevator moved slowly downwards.

I felt anxious. Agitated.

The elevator had started moving roughly an hour ago and I was already losing my cool. What if I did something wrong while I was down there? What if I got left there?

The elevator seemed to move even slower as my breathing got heavier. I was panicking.

"No worries.“ The angel said over the speake...