It’s okay,
You didn’t mean to drop it,
People make mistakes
And it’s not their fault.
I mean
This one sort of is,
You could have caught it,
You could have saved it.
But you didn’t,
It’s slipped like butter
Out of your grasp
And onto the floor.
All that’s left now is…
Well…
Nothing,
Ha ha.
Let’s go over this again,
You slipped,
It dropped,
Whoops now it’s gone.
I pity you,
Poor little soul,
Staring sadly at your little loss,
A slip and whoops now it’s gone.
… It was fragile though, wasn’t it?
It’s so cold, It’s always been, Maybe if we went the other way It wouldn’t be so.
My eyes see blue, My hands feel knives, My bones feel earthquakes, And my skin feels stinging pain.
I dig through the knives, looking For something, I do not know what, Suddenly I feel something, Warmth in the ice.
I move my body To find the warmth, Once I find it I know I’m not going back.
Somewhere I learned That things will get better, I never believed it Until I found the warmth in the ice.
It’s been so long.
The dress has long been part of the mist.
It desperately wants to sleep, but the roses have sealed the bed shut.
It wants to rest but its face is screwed into an expression of death.
It’s been long rotting in that white misty dress.
The dress has become the tomb, and the tomb has become a place it cannot be.
It’ll still wait though.
It’s got nothing to loose anymore.
Not anymore.
This is for a story I am writing! It might not make so much sense though.
I don’t get it. Why are the people of Katahera moving towards my kingdom? I thought they were sent to Eiva to protect the outer villages. My kingdom is well protected and ready if Kaeto arrives. But Eiva is just so big and doesn’t have enough to protect all of it. That’s why I sent Tunie a message to send some of her people to the largest kingdom. But obviously there’s been some misunderstanding. I run up to the general who’s leading the group. “Excuse me, I thought we were going to Eiva?” I ask quietly. The general shakes his head. “Tunie gave us orders to go to Averaz.” He says, not looking at me. “I sent Tunie a message to go to Evian though,” I begin. “Unless she misunderstood… she doesn’t really know there other kingdom names…” I mutter. Suddenly I freeze. We still haven’t caught the spy, and this is the perfect chance to attack Evia since it’s already weaker from the last attack. I wheel around. Evia is in big danger right now. I sprint through the group, looking for Aysha and Fey. I spot a glimpse of red hair and run in that direction. I crash into my friends. “Talon what the hell!” Cries Aysha, getting her balance. “Something went wrong. Tunie is sending everyone to Averaz. There’s still the spy. Eiva might be attacked any second now.” I say in a rushed way. “Can we talk to Tunie?” Asks Fey, concern etched on his face. I shake my head. “By the time we explain and send her people to Eiva, it could be gone already. We need to go now.” I explain. I pull out my spear a open my wings to take flight. Maybe it’s just my paranoia, but it feels like my Divine senses are sensing something bad. And they were right.
I duck my head a split second before a box is thrown at me. It hits the side of the school with a thud and falls to the floor. I look at my classmate Violet, wide eyed. I expected to get a reaction out of her but I didn’t expect it to be this big. “Why Sabrina? Just why? Every time we try to do something normal you just come on and-“ she starts. “Violet chill. I thought it was pretty cool.” Says Taylor, looking down at us from the tree. “Taylor you are not in this conversation!” Violet hisses. Taylor shrugs with a grin. Violet turns to me with an evil little smile. “Anyways Rina…” she says sweetly. I hold in my laughter. “I just thought it would be fun.” I say, the amusement clear in my voice. Taylor jumps from the tree and walks over. “What’s in this box anyways?” She asks curiously. “That’s- wait don’t open it!” Violet yells. Taylor opens it and closes it in a split second. “Is this for- it this for Ivan?” She asks in a hushed voice. Violet has been crushing hard on Ivan for the past few months. I gape at Violet, and then at the box. “Were you planning on confessing??” I ask, greatly suprised. “N-no! It’s just a- give it back Taylor you-“ Violet yells. She looks ready to kill Taylor when she begins sprinting off, looking at the contents of the box. I laugh, watching Violet hunting Taylor down. Thankfully, Taylor is the fastest girl I know. If she wasn’t then she’d be dead soon, I can see the murder in Violets eyes from a mile away. I begin to chase after them, not wanting to miss out on anything interesting. As I turn a corner, I see Taylor getting jumped by Violet. I do not know how she caught up to her but Taylor is screwed. “Rina! Help me!” She yells comically loud. I double down in laughter as Violet violently shakes Taylor as Taylor screams playfully. But after all, this is just an average day.
I don’t see why my shadow left I thought shadows remain with you till the end I thought we were friends I thought my shadow was a part of me But a part of me can’t just walk away
I don’t see why I’m sad It’s just a shadow after all Just the absence of light Sad people don’t cry over a shadow But I still miss it
I don’t see why my shadow decided to leave I gave it everything I could I gave it my love, my gentleness Still It’s gone
What am I without a shadow? Does light pass right through me? Am I even human anymore? I guess not I hope my shadows doing okay With someone else
I look around the empty corridors. My friend Adora stands beside me. The corridor splits into two paths about ten meters away. I don’t know how we ended up here. Me and Adora just entered my house but- it wasn’t my house. It was a long corridor and we’ve been walking down it for almost an hour. “Which way should we go?” Aradora whispers fearfully. I shrug. Both ways look identical. “Let’s just go there.” I mutter, nodding to the left path. “Alright.” We begin walking through the left path, looking back every so often. After about five minutes, something catches my attention. Writing, on the walls. It looks as if someone scratched it on. ‘There’s no way out.’ With red scribbled over top makes me shiver. “Uhh. I don’t really like that.” Says Adora shakily. I take her hand gently and squeeze it. Whatever the heck is going on, at least we have each other. But that didn’t last long. I turn to look at Adora, but she’s gone. My hand still feels warm as if I’m still holding hers, but she’s not there. I spin in a circle trying to locate her. She’s not there. “Adora?” I yell into the corridor, the fear oh so clear in my voice. I speed walk back up the path, but instead of finding the the other path, I see seven more. Tears begin to prick my eyes. I’m scared and I don’t know what to do. It feels like something is behind me but when I look, there’s nothing. Eventually, I find a corner and curl up, tears spilling down my cheeks. How long I remain there, I do not know. But eventually I hear someone cry my name. “Monica!? Monica!?” It yells. I look up and see Adora running from one of the paths towards me. Thank god. I was about to go insane. But- what the hell happend?