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LONGER STUFF ON AO3
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LONGER STUFF ON AO3
Iâve been accused of doing lots of things before, just nobody actually did anything. It was a SundayâŠI remember it. I was hanging out with my friends, yeah? And then out of nowhere this emo ginger came casually, just, sauntering up to us. âRaine.â The ginger immediately said in a cold tone, grabbing my wrist. Straight to the damn point. Whatâd I even do anyways? The worst iâve ever done was wear a full camo outfit. Truly a crime. Hideous. Then the ginger snarled at me like he was a fucking dog, or something. Though, not going to lie, it was kinda hot.
âWhaddya want, Jackson..â I said. âWe gotta talk..In private.â Jacksonâs eyes narrowed as he responded. Now that I think about it, he did seem angry at me. And I did hear rumors going around about himâŠHe surely doesnât think I did it? No? Whatever, I really donât care. Jackson started to walk, and I follow. Once we stop, I stare at this guy, trying to figure out whatâs going through his thick skull. âRay-â
âRaine.â I quickly correct him. I donât fuck with him using my nickname. âYeah, yeah. You heard of any rumors? Any? At all?â About me?â Jackson is clearly framing me for all this. I gave a subtle nod. No big deal. âYou know who started it?â I shook my head no. I hate words, I try to use them as little as possible. Jackson spoke âSounds like your lying, Ray.â Did he just use my nickname? Oh HELL no. âYou know what I do to liars? Kill them.â Jackson said. âIâd just have to kill you before you can kill me, no?â I say. âYesâŠBut-â I cut Jackson off mid-sentence, sighing. âMaaanâŠI honestly just wanted a lazy Sunday, but now I have to worry about killing you? Oh hell no. Im out of here.â Jackson was fully ready to yell at me, but before so, I walked away. Id still kill him, though. Just on another day.
âKid, you awake?â A manâs voice said. God damn, that was a DEEP voice. I open my eyes, slowly gaining consciousness. Who fucked up? I did. I was currently tied to a chair. âWuh-..What?â I mutter, looking around. Such a dark roomâŠEmo. âJace Dwyer Lovelock. Donât play dumb with me. Donât do it. I know what you did, you too.â The man said. âSo, for the sake of both of us, donât pretend.â He added on. I laugh, looking more closely at the man. Oh SHIT. I immediately stiffen up. â..Y-You. Itâs you. You. Nick. I didnâtâŠI didnâtâŠNick, you donât really believe i did that, did you?..Sir.â
âDwyer, you canât save yourself from this one. Iâll let you off easy. Tell me.â
âTell you what?â
âEXPLAIN why you did it, hm?â
I laugh, quickly regretting my actions.
âDid you justâŠYou just LAUGHED. You think this is funny, huh? All just a game to you, right? Right?â Nicks voice boomed as he grabbed my collar, rather harshly. âDonât FUCK with me. Explain. You betrayed my trust, betrayed my friendsâŠAll for some money? Money, huh?âŠgets people to do anything nowadays.â Nick let go, scoffing. âIf you donât manage to explain, Iâll make sure you go through hell.â Nick added on, still staring at me. Damn why was this guy so creepy? Who kidnaps people in order to confront them?
âRight. We could be here all day, really. All week, even.â I say, rolling my eyes. Luckily Nick didnât notice i rolled my eyes, or he just didnât care at this pointâŠ
Nick just shook his head in response. What the fuck was THAT supposed to mean? I tried to come up with a good âstoryâ (a fake one, at that.) But i just couldnât bring myself to actually say it. I can lie all right, im a ruthless liar. Social anxiety just hits different though. As I sat there constantly tripping over words and contemplating how i should lie, Nick grew impatient.
âDwyer. Hurry up. I actually have a life, unlike you.â
I tried my hardest to not give him a dirty look.
âAlright, thenâŠâ I say. Nick rolled his eyes.
Another 2 minutes passedâŠ.Two minutes turned into four, and four minutes turned into seven. Eventually 25 minutes had passed.
âDWYER.â Nick yelled, grabbing my collar. I wasnât intimidated one bit by this little wannabe tough guy. Nick sighed, and his demeanor changed. He got off of me and just stood there, with his hand behind his back smiling. Nick was acting hella weird, but then again, he always is. âAlright, Jace, er- Dwyer sounds better, right? Although it wouldnât really matter, sinceâŠThis would be the last time anyoneâs called your name.â Now I knew i actually fucked up. âListen, Dwyer. You probably guessed right?âŠSo let me just state the obvious, Your times up, better run!âwell, you canât becauseâŠ..Anyways, you know whatâs gonna happen now?â I scoff and look down, nodding.
âWell, your fucking dead. Shouldnât have done it!â
I woke up feeling off, like I wasnât myself. I opened my eyes and looked around. This wasnât my room. I slowly got up and walked to the door, opened it. The door made a loud creak, which wasâŠUnsettling to say the least. I walk to the bathroom and turn on the light, it was flickering for a bit, but then stopped. My reflection on the mirror wasnât the same. That wasnât me. It was recognizable though. I put two and two together, Iâd realized Iâd turned into a philosopher Iâd heard about in the newspapers. This was crazy, it had to notâve been happeningâŠ..No, it was real. I slapped myself, purely trying to wake upâŠWell, to see if it was real. I was dumbfounded when I figured it out. I walk around and find a computerâŠIt was unlocked, thatâs weirdâŠ.It had been open to a email that said something like:
**_Professor Eugene, you have been invited to speak at an event. Come at 6:00 ****sharp. ****
_**I heavily sighed, knowing Iâd have to speak about some boring, intellectual nonsenseâŠ..Im not a good speaker, really. I then checked the time: 5:30. I groaned and went to get ready. After that, I got a text message saying where it was. I went to get my keys and drove to the party. I arrived and opened the door, everyone gasped and cleared a path for me. I walked in the building and then was greeted by two friendly men. I sat down and talked to people for a bitâŠI think they knew I wasnât really Professor Eugene, they knew something was up. Soon, the two men came up to the stage and announced my speech. I slowly, hesitantly got up and walked up the stairs. Once I was infront of the microphone, I felt like my knees would buckle in and give out any moment now. I looked around, my eyes widening and my heart beating faster and faster every second. âH-Hello peo-â I choked on my words halfway through. I shook my head. âSorry guysâŠâ The crowd was ready to boo and throw stuff. âI have aâŠ.Theory??? UhâŠDeath is a beautiful thing, but life may be even better but more violent. Life isâŠSweet but psycho.â The crowd settled down. âAm i a psychologist?âŠ.Nevermind, thats a stupid question. But can someone explain how Life worksâŠâŠâ Silence and a bunch of glares. âE-Exactly! You canât explain that. Thatâs why people gravitate towards death moreâŠThe thought of what happens after death is a contributor too, they just donât know. Meanwhile, with life, they know theyâre just going to keep on living.â The people nodded. âI-I ummmâŠ..Thereâs no meaning. LiterallyâŠ.Alright, Iâm done.â I finally end. The crowd clapped. Then I saw myself in the crowd, confused. Myself! I stared straight into my eyesâŠâŠ.Well, what used to be my eyes. My own body, in the crowd. It was like I was spectating myself in third person. I reached out to touch my own hand and I could tell the other person in my body was just as confused as I was. What caused this situation? The last thing I remember doing before I turned into a philosopher wasâŠSpilling some chemical on me. I was a scientist. I was working for a cure for something, and then i spilled something, elbow hit the container with the liquid in it. I raised my eyebrows and realized why Iâd been here. That was interrupted by a sensation, like my soul leaving my bodyâŠ.Next thing I know, im in the crowd. I switched back into myself.
âSo, whoâs going to die today?â Nadia said, grinning. Thatâs the question. Thatâs the question every day. Itâs almost a challenge, really. Just donât die. Thatâs the way we know it, maybe always will. The government sent us on a mission, more like sent us to get torturedâŠ..A death game, thatâs what it is. Dylan spoke up âSoooooooooooooo optimistic, huh?â Dylan giggled and let out a heavy groanâŠ.It felt like an eternity had passed by of waiting to see whoâd be offed and who wouldnât. Nadia glared at Dylan. âHey, be happyâŠ.Thatââ Mike said. âWeâre dead?âŠWe have nothing to be happy for in this desolate voidâŠ.â Dylan said. Yes, we were ghostsâŠ.Were?âŠOh, was i supposed to say that yetâŠNevermind, forget about what i just said. At the time, Mike just had died. âWeâre dead. Stop trying to ignore it.â Nadia said to Mike, looking dead in his eyes. Nadiaâs eyes were pure white, like any other ghostâŠIt just looked like she hadnât slept in months. âSoâŠâŠsighâŠ.If not lifeâŠâŠ.Death?â Mike asked. Nobody answeredâŠ.Nobody moved. Back then, i guess it really was death.
Hello, my name is Zander Blaine, and i am a firefighterâdespite being awfully tall and shy, also not a very courageous person. I didnât ask for this job, it just happened. It all started with a stilletto, the knife, not the shoeâAnd i hope to never be put in a situation where I have to wear that. A teapot, and aâŠ..bulldozer. I know, as crazy as it sounds, i got a job with that!
It happened on May 4th, 2020. I was walking around in the city, when I see a apartment on fire, being the kind man I am I rushed to save them. I went to the nearest Starbucks and asked for a teapot, they gave it to me. I rushed back to the building and started pouring water to hopefully put out the fire. Then I figured that it wouldnât work, so I tried to use a stiletto to carve out an exit, when I saw that didnât work, my original plan was to give up. That was until I saw a bulldozer. Now, you may be thinking: what is he going to do with that? this guy is a maniac! Just wait, youâll see. So I yelled to the family to look out their window, then I started the machine and put the bulldozer part right at the window, then I asked them to trust me and hang on to the bulldozer. I lowered it down to the ground and I had saved them! The firefighters saw that, so they hired me!
And now im here. What a story right?
Lia had been a loyal friend, she never went behind someoneâs back or abandoned anybody. Dylan, on the other hand, didnât quite care. Lia and Dylan were opposites. In fact, surprisingly, Lia and Dylan had been best friends for a long, long time. So long that Dylan would prioritize Lia over everything, despite that not being in the nature of Dylan to do that. Lia prioritized Dylan over everything also. Dylan had been so emotionally attached to Lia, so was Lia that had been emotionally attached to Dylan. There had been some type of death game that they got dragged into, started from a letter by the law, now theyâre here. The current situation was quite dire. Lia had a choice for her to sacrifice herself or to sacrifice Dylan, this had not been on her mind about what to do in this situation. Lia stepped back, she took a breath and started crying. She had to sacrifice Dylan. You see, this game has a prize, whoever winsâŠYou can tell where Iâm going, donât you? The grand prizeâŠ.Was money, and unfortunately, Lia needed that money for her parents. Lia reached out to hold Dylans hand while tears were flowing out of her eyes. ââŠD-Dylan?â She asked. Dylan let out a heavy sigh âYour going to eliminate me, arenât you?â He said, smiling softly as he looked at her, it was obvious he was blushing, but he didnât care. âWell, i meanâŠYes Iâm going to.â Lia replied. Dylan reached over to move Liaâs hair out of her face. ââŠI guess this is goodbye.â Dylan said. âSay hi to Zane for me.â Lia said, chuckling. ââŠLove you?â Dylan said. âLove you.â Lia repeated. Lia took a few steps back and a loud noise was heard: BANG! The guards had shot Dylan. All that was left was a corpse on the ground. Lia smiled, thinking about all the times that Dylan stopped by to bring her flowers, all the times theyâd laughed together, every time Dylan would joke about how much he âlovedâ her. That was all just a misty memory now, Dylan was nothing more than a small moment of her life. A memory.
Thereâs this group of people, not any peopleâthey have powersâŠ.Crazy, right? And thereâs another group, they are the rivals of the other group. One day, one of the groups members, Raine, met someone from the rival group, Jay. âHelloâŠJay, is it?â Raine said. âYes it is!â Jay replied. âYou know, your not so bad! I donât know why the others loathe you.â Raine said. âYeah, I donât know why. Well we could talk, if youâre free?â Jay said. So they went to the ice cream shop and sat down at a bench. They started talking peacefully, until someone from Raineâs group, Allan, saw him. âHey! You canât hang out with him, heâs from the other sideââ Raine got up and pushed Allan. âI donât know why your making it a big deal, but to be honest, you should stop being bossy. This happens every time too!â Allan smiled âAlright, well, if you wanna pick a fight- then Iâll just have toââ Allan used his telekinesis to throw Raine on the ground. âI didnât say anything about that! Iâm not trying to fight, your just over exaggeratingâŠLike with everything you do. But youâve left me no choice but to fight back because I, for a fact, KNOW you wonât try and listen to meâ Raine said and then struck lightning on Allan. Allan flinched and then shook it off. âOh, so youâreâ YOUR FIGHTINGâŠME? ME? MOI? JUST GIVE IT UP. YOU KNOW YOU CANâT BEAT ME!â Allan yelled and then punched Raine right in the nose. Jay was unsure what to do, he wasnât even sure if he should be watching this. Jay tried to separate the fight. âStop it!â Jay said, pushing Allan and Raine away from eachother. âSHUT UP, ITS YOUR FAULT IM FIGHTING HIM!â Allan said and punched Jay, almost knocking him out. Raine pulled Allanâs hair. Allan slapped Raine, making Raine fall down and scream. âA-Are you okay?â Jay asked. âDoes it look like it?â Allan said, then chuckled.
There was this eerie feeling about this man i was in an elevator withâŠLike he wanted to kill me but didnât have a reason to. The elevators lights were dim and the air was cold. Then he spoke âHello, I can tell youâre scaredâŠâ I looked away and pretended to not hear him. âI know you heard me!â The man said. Then he chuckled. I turned to face him âWhat do you want?â I said.
âIts simple, really. Give me a reason to not kill you. If you do, thatâs great! If you donât, oh wellâyouâll die either way. Five minutesâŠâThe man said.
I went into a frenzied panic knowing that if i didnât come up with a good solidified reason, Iâd die. I thought, and thought, and thought. I just couldnât think of anything. Time went by, so did the manâs patience. 4 minutesâŠ.2 minutesâŠ..59 secondsâŠ.Wait, what? The feeling of knowing that in 58 seconds you could possibly die. I was desperately panicking, who was this man? The man stepped closer, and closer. I stumbled back and said âI-IâŠIâve got so much to live for! I-I donât even have a family yet- and I need toâŠ.â I trailed off, pondering while trembling. âIâve got to pay my taxes!â I said, after a while. The man rolled his eyes. âTimes up. Those reasons were nothing but lies.â He drew closer, and closer, until everything went silent.