I’m giving up again

I just want something that I can’t explain

Something hard to obtain

I feel unloveable

I feel crushed by the weight of all my sins

I feel like giving in

Somebody help me

I’m loosing my mind

This isn’t a poem

It’s a cry for help

Call the doctor

I’m a lie

Everything I am is just twisted into a smile

I feel unloveable

I feel uncontrollable

I feel useless and tired all the time

I have to much time on my hands

Imagining you

In a pool of blood

I’m giving up

Someone help me

I’m loosing time

This isn’t a cry

It’s a plead

Maybe I’m crazy

Maybe I’m just damn outta my mind

But please

Save me

I feel like giving up again

I feel like cutting my skin

I feel like bleeding out

My flesh is raw and my guts are out

Somebody please

I feel unlovable

I feel uncontrollable

This isn’t a poem

It’s a cry

For

Help