Fantasy is fantasy

But a fantasy of mine

Seems to always turn awry

Veins turn to ice

The chill air is nice

The snow is like a blanket

Let me tell you a secret

I won’t make it out alive

Chemical spill from inside me

Nothing but trees to see

There’s something crawling right out of me

It’s called The Will To Live

Sparkling all in its glory

Snow covering miles of ground

This is the last sound

Bl...

These little things mean nothing

They are just sayings

Aren’t they?

Are little things actually little?

Or are little things the size of the sun

Random words

Concentrated quotes

Only things to upset my stomach

Hurt my heart for short periods of time

But maybe they hurt more

Maybe they make my heart hurt for a while

Maybe they make me feel sick

Maybe it feels like I’m burning on fire

In ...

There’s a candle in front of me that is burning bright

But the stick is melting away in just a few seconds

Loving someone at a distance hurts since they don’t know

The feelings that surround a heart burning like stars

It’s making me melt as the feelings are suffocating

I need air to breathe, I need air to let a fire burn

How can I survive a night without oxygen?

But this candle in front of me is ...

The bridge of our trust used to stand strong,

Built with the toughest emotions and stone,

It suppressed all sorts of disasters,

Except for the disaster you caused.

I can recall when the bridge was hilariously puny,

Made of the most frail twigs we’ve ever seen,

We weren’t sure if it would hold,

But we took our chances anyways.

We used to cross the bridge every hour,

To vent about our distasteful ...

holy bird, hit the ground, dead dove won’t come back around

time will tell, one day you’ll die, weep and kiss don’t say goodbye

give a little get a little give it all and get fucked

let it go and miss it later leave it all and get stuck

cycle it, cycle it, oh my love you bite too hard

ouroboros, great snake you sank your teeth in much too far

to hell with it, it’s hell i reckon, come on babe let...

Soar through the sky

Little bird

They throw stones

But you can dodge them all

Until you can’t

And then you fall

Hit the ground

Try and turn it around

And maybe one day again you’ll fly

But never quite as high

As when you first soared the sky...

misty window drowned in spluttered rain

im left alone and in sizzling pain

the feeling of your betrayal stings my soul

nothing but you can fill this empty hole

this thunder sounds like my broken heart

can we please just go back and restart?

were all those heavily spoken words true?

im losing every piece of myself because im intertwined with you

you stabbed a dagger into my fragile heart

you p...

Between 11 and 25,

that’s where I find myself.

Maybe beyond I’ll find peace.

43?

51?

Maybe 89.

I want to understand.

Gods, how I want to understand....

it’s funny how

there was life before you

there was life before you ruined mine

there was good life before you broke me

I was looking through

old pictures

old videos

old memories from when I was younger

the smile

on that little girl’s face?

it was real

unlike the one I plaster on

most days now

you hadn’t ruined her

you hadn’t tore her apart

you hadn’t even met her

and she hadn’t met you

and eve...

My love may be weak

My walls may be strong

but easily can you break

these heavy mental bricks.

For I am

easily fooled and tricked

truths masked by lies

I easily belive.

Theese heavy bricks

that used to be

a safe serenity,

now surround me

broken and bruised

like a puzzle missing a peice.

…

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