Hell-raising, you could scorch the earth with your cold gaze

Flag raising, have to be the one to give in nowadays

Defeated army, retreating, just to meet your ass halfway

Pity plays portrayed by the ones who are insensitive

The ones who we must forgive

The ones who we’re embedded with

The ones that think an apology is where the victory is.

See, in a perfect world, you would be the perfect girl

Bu...

Sorry to your ego

We were never really friends

Even with the the two year gap

You couldn’t read between the lines

Just because you were older

Doesn’t mean I wanted you

Just because you play guitar

Doesn’t mean I’m falling for you

So stop telling everyone how much I love you

Stop telling everyone I have a silly crush

Instead could you ask that tall brunette

The one who play piano endlessly and nev...

I’m sorry for all the things

I said

Or didn’t say

How you looked me in the eyes

When you sighed and walked away

Like we were never lovers

It was just another fight

We’d kiss and scream

Just to have make up sex

in the middle of the night

My stomach held butterflies for you

But I self destructed

and tore their wings in two

Blue like your sapphire eyes

Black like your Maserati driving away

Think...

Sorry I suck at this,

I wanna be active I do,

But I’m trying to get words down,

On my future bestseller,

(Sorry I’m delulu)

Working slowly,

but at least I’m writing,

I keep saying I’ll be more active,

But I never do!

I’ve told you about my book a little,

Even though you didn’t know that’s what I was doing,

But we will see if I can get the first draft down.

Anyway, reading my old writin...

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry.

I didn’t mean to do any of this… it just kinda… happened.

I’m so sorry....

I’m sorry

I’m sorry if I need extra reassurance

But you see I got my mom’s anxiety as If it were a river running through my blood

Constantly thinking I’m not enough

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I say yes even when I want to say no

But I have my dad’s need of pleasing the people that I love

Even if it slowly strips away my own life in the process

I’m sorry

I’m sorry I feel as if I’m never wanted ...

Dear world,

I have a confession

I am one of your many pollutants

I’m a waste of space

That harms this race

And I’m afraid to say

I sadly can’t erase

My wasted days

But you know what I could do?

I could chose to leave you

Jump off a bridge

Or utilize a gun

Or chug some chemicals

Like someone I know tried once

Would it be fun?

Probably not

But that’s ok

Since I’m the one

Wasting your resources

...

I’m sorry I ever left you.

I’m sorry I broke your trust.

I’m sorry I hurt you.

I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you.

I’m sorry I let her near you.

I’m sorry I let her hurt you.

I’m sorry I didn’t help you.

I’m sorry I let you down.

I’m sorry I still can’t fix it.

I’m sorry I don’t know how to help.

I’m sorry I don’t know what to say.

I’m sorry I am not enough.

I’m sorry that all I can seem to say is

I...

I apologize.

**Why?**

I apologize

for not being able to hold eye contact

or finish the technique

or do anything right.

I apologize

for the stutter I get

or the wincing I randomly do

or the pained smile I smile after I am defeated.

**You’re being stupid. **

I apologize

for being so rude

and for not speaking when spoken to.

I apologize

for being stupid.

And for thinking I blended in.

I apologiz...

I'm sorry that your life is better than mine

I'm sorry

that you have more friends than me

I'm sorry

that the dog likes you more

I'm sorry your in orchestra,

I really am

I'm sorry

that your going to make the team

I'm sorry

you get a color run all your years

I'm sorry you always get your way,

I really am

I'm sorry

you have a lot of clothes

I'm sorry

your prettier

I'm sorry your not going ...