When i was 5 I always wondered why people had scars on their and I thought it was cool like they fought a grizzly bear it was only when i turned 10 I realized they were only fighting themselves their emotions their grief their their depression like they were hanging by a thread build from a mama spider before it died and was forgotten and your just trying to stay alive but the heavy stone that hol...

In the depths of despair,

Amidst the shadows of sorrow,

I see you, weary soul,

Lost in the labyrinth of resentment.

But listen closely,

For in the silence,

There is a symphony of hope,

Echoing through the corridors of your heart.

You've spent so long,

Trapped in the maze of anger,

Trapped in a cycle of suffering…

Blinded to the beauty,

That surrounds you.

But it's never too late

To open ...

she said kill yourself, i said

i tried.

she said you’re a whore, i said

i know.

she said you look wretched, i said

i see.

he said cut your wrists, i said

my knife is dull.

he said you’re too fat, i said

i’m starving.

he said try being nice, i said

fuck off.

they said do better, i said

i’m trying.

they said work harder, i said

i’m trying.

they said think smarter, i said

i’m trying.

the bott...

It’s hard

I won’t lie

Especially about something so true

I’ve lost hope

And just like you

I’ve given up

I thought that friendship and love were meant for me

Even with my problems

With my mental struggles

I’d tried to fix it

To find something I’d always longed

But after months

. . . Years of trying

I lost all hope

I wanted to stay in bed

To cry my life away

“I’m a mistake”

I would say

“And if I ...

What is the point of all this pain?

What is the point of wishing to live again?

What is the point of knowing I’ll never be sane, wandering around with nothing to gain?

Is it the chirp of crickets at night?

The lanterns swinging, bringing peace and light?

The smell of flowers after a storm?

The crackle of a campfire, still bright and warm?

I wish I could tell you what you wanted to hear,

That the...

Why do I go there

You know, that place

When things are hard

Actually when harder

I run there

It gives me control, recourse

To feel it

To research it

To find a way to do it that is easy

And painless, but

I don’t want to do it,

I just want to be free in refuge

Safe...

I was lost

I had no one to love

And no one to love me

I sacrificed the only person I had ever loved in my entire life to my best friend

So she would be able to feel love

Like I once did

I had no one

No one to love

And no one to love me

But at least they were together

Happy and in love

But then I found someone I loved

Again

She’s perfect

It started out as a small crush

But now I think I’m in love

...

The sun still rose today

And it will set today

And someone will be born today

A flower bloomed today

And someone sang a tune today

And look fondly back on yesterday

And someone got a hug today

And learned for the first time what is love today

And maybe it wasn’t you, today

But the sun will rise tomorrow, I say

And you’ll be there tomorrow, I say

Then it could be your day...

Hold on, it’s coming. I promise it’s almost here. The sun will be rising in the East and make the darkness dissipate. Hold onto my hand and I’ll help you out. I’ve been down there so many times. I never thought I would escape. I know, you can’t run from it. It follows you and it’s quick. Before you know it it has swallowed you whole.

Hold out for hope. Yes hope. It’s there, you just can’t see it...

Listen to me and step off that ledge.

I know its hard when your on the edge.

Listen to me and put down the rope.

I know its hard when you've lost all hope.

Things are dark and scary I know.

But the world would be different if you decided to go.

Think of all the ones you care about.

You would really leave them behind without a doubt?

You'll never smile just one more time.

You'll never make it past ...