It’s been a year since you’ve died. Today I went fishing with my mom I wish you were there. You left us behind and I blame myself. I want to see you soon. I wish you could have taking me hunting and fishing. But now your six feet under with no tombstone. Your wife is working to get money for a gravestone but it’s difficult. We all wish you were here. I’m sorry your kidneys failed and you rotted aw...

when nightmares

are

all i’ve

ever known

dreams

are truly

frightful

when i’ve

only

known to

love someone

like you,

i’m scared

to find the one

you were

a

nightmare

in a way

and she

is a

dream

except

of course

love is

only a waking thing

so maybe

i’ll live

in nightmares

instead of

waking up

reality is

worse

than dreams

and dreams

are worse

than

you...

Jack glanced at the clock, dreading the inevitable: bedtime. Pacing back and forth, he knew another night of nightmares awaited him—a constant in his life, a night of being chased, beaten, and terrified.

It all began when he was nine, with a recurring dream of ghosts in his house and his inability to escape. Every evening, he would wake up just as the unseen entity was about to strike. His mother...

There was a point in time

When genuine kindness was startling to me.

Unusual behavior.

Especially to receive from friends.

I think that at some point in my head,

I must have changed the definition of that word,

Of friends.

And I was scared all the time.

More than I needed to be.

Because it was over.

I just didn’t know that.

How was I supposed to know that?

I changed the meaning of friend.

If thes...

Lani stepped back, red scars on her face. "Please stop! Please!" The scratching never stopped. Never ceased. The talons scraped her eyes, turning everything black. All that existed was pain.

She gasped awake, tears in her eyes.

The sun poked out from the horizen, and Lani stepped outside to the balcony. She stared out, trying to forget the dream. The shadows seemed to press in on her, clouding...

When darkness is all you’ve ever seen, light can be overwhelmingly bright.

When sorrow is all you’ve ever felt, joy can cause unbearable pain.

When loneliness is all you’ve ever encountered, friendship can be suffocatingly empty.

When nightmares are all you’ve ever known, dreams can be a truly frightful things.

When hurt is all you’ve ever experienced, healing can be a life long journey....

my life it’s always been agitating and a never ending cycle . I push to say anything. I always feel rushed. My life has always been a nightmare. I can’t think of anything else that makes me happy,the way my father treats me the way my mother, abandoned me. It sucks, I can’t wait to see my grandma she’s my only hope my grandpa died last year to and I can’t wait to help my grandma be able to get thr...

I read an article,

About emotional abuse in friendships and it

reminded me a lot of you.

I showed it to my mother and she said

The resemblance was scary.

For a second I thought about unblocking your number

Just to send it to you,

Caption it “It made me think of you”

And then block your number before I could get a response.

But I didn’t send it,

Cause I won’t cause a scene.

And while moving on is ...

“I need a savior?”

Well no one can save you.

You’re in the darkness now,

so no one can hear you.

Scream if you like.

Then see what will come through

See what will reach out

Poke it’s face and surprise you.

So mole over this mystery.

Hope that it hunts you.

Let it make you sweat.

As I choke on you viciously

And feast on your flesh.

But if you want to get rid of me

Better point to the next.

Ca...

Peace is a rarity

A phenomenal tranquility

I wish this were just a poem

But I’m afraid it’s reality

World is spiraling

It’s a monopoly

Sometimes I wonder

How I breath while suffocating

It’s gotten worse

Yeah I can tell ‘cause it hurts

To write another poem

From my bed-like hearse

I wish I could get over it

Gosh I’m an idiot

I wish I’d pick a side

Dead, or living like a piece of shit

I wish...