Her time is running up.

She won’t eat.

Soon she’ll be up.

Up in heaven.

She’s named after a flower.

Daisy.

Is it to late to recap our memories.

The memories we made for 13 years

You were by my side.

Through everything.

Your fun jumping when I get home from school.

Our fun wrestling on the bed.

Your my best friend.

In dog form.

Daisy.

The name fits you well.

Your beautiful in many ways.

One day I’l...

I was always scared of the ocean when I was young.

I feared I’d be stung by a jelly fish.

As I watch the waves wash from up the sand.

I think of the ocean blue eyes that met mine.

Your hair matched the sand of a beach.

Your smile is as bright as the sun over the horizon.

When I go to the beach I think of you.

Your warm touch against mine.

Like a sunburnt ready to burst.

Your skin is as soft as ...

One day I was taking a hike around the forest. My house was right before the big tall trees. I usually have a daily hike around the forest. But then I began to hear some noises coming from an unknown place.

As I walk towards the noise I see a white elegant horse it’s mane reminded me of bright white crystals. You could almost believe it was a unicorn if you put a horn on top. The horse was majes...

Sometimes silence is an awkward feeling.

Not with him.

Silence is never awkward.

It’s rather comforting.

Although no one talks I can hear his thoughts.

Silence makes me look at him.

I’m mesmerized by him.

Silence is not awkward.

His sweet voice always rings through my mind.

When he speaks or doesn’t speak.

We have conversations through our silence.

When he’s quiet I can tell by his silence.

He’s a...

I regret loving you.

I regret kissing you.

The moment I regretted you.

Was the moment you struck me.

You struck my heart the day we met.

You were sweet.

But kindness is deadly.

I regret falling for your tricks.

Silly rabbit tricks are for fools.

Past me was a fool.

Falling in love with you.

I regret giving you everything.

I gave you my love.

I gave you my support.

I’m return I got violence.

Viole...

The day we wed.

You were dressed in red.

I could feel my heart stop when I see you from down the aisle.

The moment I thought we would be together forever.

I never thought the day were you were in red.

Your lies bled through our home.

The home we shared.

The home we raised our children in.

And yet how will I tell the children.

That you lie.

You lie about loving me.

You lied about forever hold ...

I made this journal for you when you begun to read. I never got to see my baby grow into a young lady. If I had a chance to see you grow I would do anything. But unfortunately my time came I wasn’t strong enough to pick you up when you were born. The doctors told me I wouldn’t be able to live for much longer. So I took time into writing through this journal through the days I’ve had left.

Pats 4:...

There’s a hole in my heart.

Where you use to be.

You filled my life with love.

You filled my life with passion.

I carried you with me through hard times.

I can’t imagine a life without you.

Your bright smile is like the sun on a cloudy day.

Your jokes light up my heart.

You light up my heart.

Your kind words brush My heart so gently.

They day I lost you.

My world shattered.

Instead of your smile.

...

I wake up to the color red.

The sky is painted with bits of red.

When the sky’s awake the day is awake.

The sunrise indicates a new beginning.

The yellow of the sun shining through the clouds.

Represent happiness for the day.

The pink that are coated into the clouds.

Represent the memories that happened the day before.

The brisk of dark blue above the sun is the end of yesterday.

The sky’s awake...

My childhood is running out.

I’m almost 18!

Some think that’s a good thing.

I think it’s a bad thing.

18 means your no longer a child.

You learn responsibilities now.

You don’t have time to party.

But before 18.

You could go to the park with friends.

Ride down a steep hill and crash a bike.

Childhood means being reckless and creating fun memories with friends.

As 18 slowly creeps by I think abo...