My life feels like it's falling apart

It's just so different from the start

My friends seem to hate me

and myself, is just so hard to be

It feels like nothing is going my way

It's nearly impossible to see a purpose to stay

My skin over my bones, doesn't feel right

People, that were once so close, now out of sight

But God is there, whispering in my ear

"Hey, I'm right over here"

Not knowing Him, ...

keeping my head above water

when my lungs want to collapse,

and the dark abyss of nothingness invites me in

is good enough for now.

i’m surviving,

and that’s okay

everything is as it’s meant to be....

We were supposed to be

Lovers

Friends

Anything

Everything.

They were supposed to let us be.

It didn’t matter to me what we were, as long as we were.

They won’t do what they’re supposed to, will they?

No.__

__

We can keep going though, right?

Or are you…?

Oh.

You are.

No, no, no.

They’re wrong, right?

Right?

Baby, back me up. They’re saying we shouldn’t be. They’re saying we’re wrong.

Baby, I’m s...

I look in the mirror and sigh

I didn't have speed like Sonic

Strength like Hercules

Beauty like my sister

Then she grabs my hand

She says to me

That she doesn't want any,

Any of that

I start to put makeup on

Then she grabs my arm

She says to me

I don't need it

The dance, I go to

Without makeup, a dress

I dance as if I'm a celebrity

“Everything is just as it is meant to be”

As I fly through t...

You’re my first,

My first everything

My first love

My first kiss

I love you

I love how you touch me in places you shouldn’t

I love you let me do the same

I love how you always ask before touching me even though you know the answers always going to be yes

My first date with you was supposed to be a walk

A walk to wherever we wanted

But my parents were to strict

And you were okay with that

We sat...

Sing to me, baby

_(Sing to me)_

From your heart to a string

_(Sing to me)_

From whatever your feeling

_(Sing to me)_

Sing

To

Me~

But your eyes are sullen

_(Far away)_

And your lips are pressed

_(Far away)_

And I don’t know how

_(Far away)_

To

Reach You

Oh baby

I

Oh I want your voice

Your attention

_(Ooo, ooo)_

Your heartbreak!

And affection

_(Ooo, ooo)_

But—

They—

All—

Say~

That thi...

Everything is just as its meant to be.

I will lie peacefully under the grand oak tree,

Looking up at the bright blue sky being corralled by the smoke.

And I know everything is wrong.

Nothing is just as its meant to be.

With tears streaming down my cheeks,

I’ll cry.

I can’t keep pretending like its okay.

The world around me is dying.

Nothing is just as its meant to be,

In this world that should be...

We dance

We cry

We love

We do everything together

I knew you loved me

I am waiting for my special day

But it never comes

I wait for you

At my apartment

You walk in crying

I try to console you

But you push me away

You been distant lately

I try to talk

But you don’t want to

I suspect something’s up

But you don’t say

You come crying home every night

You sit us down for a talk

You look ...

Dull was the blade,

That you forged in your blessed silences.

Aching in the hands of your wasted seances,

Grey is this shade.

Broken was the quill,

That your scrawled on your blessed partchment.

Finally seeing what the charts meant,

Now your soul is ill.

Empty were the words,

That you uttered under your bated breath.

Leasing new life to your old health,

Black is the ink in your cords.

Actions c...

When they first married

Their love was new,

Full of sincerity,

Passion too.

She could fix him

And he would see,

That though there would be hardships,

“This was meant to be.”

But as time passed

Their love turned dark,

His anger fueled

Spouts of violent sparks.

His hands like chains

Bound her tight,

In the coldest hours

Of the night.

And in these times

When she would plea,

Her weak heart ensur...