He loved you

He loved all of you

All who ever caused him pain

You all took advantage of him

The person he once was

But that person is no more

Something awoke inside that boy

That you all just seemed to want to make suffer

He built himself back up

Piece by piece

Still looking to find every piece that you all shattered

But the person he has become

Will never be broke down

Will never be ta...

The voice is a bit louder than usual tonight.

My wrists are tingling,

My thoughts continue racing and the urge to self destruct is desperately awakening.

I have to remember the aftermath feeling,

I have to continue living.

Self destruction is my form of wounds aching.

Thoughts,

Actions,

Feelings,

Then there is doing.

Self destruction is a heart bleeding and now it’s crying, beating, and giving the...

You pushed me aside

After they let me inside

They checked my eyes

But was it my mind

Oh you were so mean to me

Oh why couldn’t you see

I was afraid

Such a little girl

I had just moved from state to state

and across the world

it wasn’t my fault

no

oh seven you made me

Pray for eleven

The pizza party ended

with how we chewed it

you could have been quiet

but then you’d admit

Oh you were so ...

This place is a poison. The ego and the intellect make for a dull boy. The Spirit and the Truth make for a great joy. Thank You Jesus. God, you give us all peace and blessed assurance.

The modern culture stands to fall. Dark vibrations echo on the majority of walls. In the car, on the screen, all around, in between. Nescience knows no bounds. Until bound in the mighty Name above all. Jesus Chris...

When they stare,

I gouge their eyes.

When they talk,

I stitch their mouths.

When they ask,

I deny.

Then I ask,

Why do they not have eyes?

Why can they not speak?

Why do they not ask?

Are they immoral?

Do they not have _souls?_

What about

**Me**

?

Why does destruction follow me?

Why does it chase me?

**_…am I the destruction…_**...

Smoking cigarettes seems bad

Yet I find myself holding my breath

Pretending suffocating myself with a rope

Is not equally damaging

All I ever think about is my sickness

Go an hour, or two, a day without food

Tapping out morse code begging for salvation

I don’t even know morse

I never knew why I was so weak

But I find you telling me helps

If love is warmth

And warmth is zero

Then why am I so fucki...

It was all gone.

Just like that.

The war destroyed the kingdom.

No homes were spared.

Nor were any adults

Parents

Nor were any of the innocent children.

Death and war were a sad, sad thing. Not many survived. Lived.

They all had their whole lives ahead of them and yet the war that should have just stayed between the two armies of soldiers took them all out.

Nothing was l...

There is no separation.

From tendon and bone.

From building and sky.

From you and from home.

The spice in the air.

The sun in your hair.

From your eyes and mine.

From pain and despair.

To destroy is to change.

To change is to live.

To live is to love.

In love we stay the same.

There is no destruction.

No taking light from the sun.

Every piece has its place.

And all together is one...

Hazy smoke shrouds the grass

branches fall

adorn the land with your rage

bodies lie embellished

upon the cliffs

golden flakes spread.

Ruby-red glimmering arch as

beautiful ichor runs over stones

...

Acting without knowledge is a sure way to cause harm, but staying focused will prevent you from making mistakes and lead you towards growth and success. The key to a positive future is to constantly work on building and improving yourself, while straying from your path and losing sight of your beliefs will only lead to destruction....