Because I'm broken.

So used to abuse,

I don't know any other way...

my mind heavy,

on my rotting business...

I live inside this dark,

with a corpse from my past.

But please,

let me introduce myself,

I am a common rash.

I'm falling to pieces

in this land of make

believe sunshine.

Learning it never is

the real thing,

when it's started

out with lies.

What a day to be a joke.

All arou...

Nightmares plague;

creating the burning

in my brain.

Unworthy flames,

of sentimental waves.

Yet somehow I've

crashed just outside

of a brand new day...

-HMG...

I felt the shift in the pavement

A crack in the foundation

The ground we were standing on

Crumbling all around me

And you were nowhere to be found

No, you took off running

The second things got hard

Don’t you remember everything you promised me

Remember how we talked about

How promises were sacred things

And how you’d like to keep them

Because they weren’t kept for you

But what did you in ...

Sunday, 2nd July

Something happened in a field

In North London

Two old foes

England and Australia

Fought in the gladiatorial field of old

Cricket

One side arrived to win at all costs

Competitive, ruthless

Every margin

Every opportunity to be exploited

Regardless the cost to limbs

Body and mind

Regardless the cost to convention

Grey areas of fairness

And, yes, in the past, flat out cheating.

With...

Doctor says I’m out of order.

Couldn’t pinpoint my disorder.

Voices in my head, I told her.

She said,” €•]%#+*,”

and put her notes into

my newborn folder.

My friends used to say

that I’m out of order.

I told ‘em all - I couldn’t agree more.

They told me,”|>’œp;,”

I watched their words

like paintings on the sinking floor.

Wife said she agrees with Doctor.

I broke her heart and

put h...

The machines continue to beep;

The slow metronome of life.

A countdown he’s willing himself to face.

Family drifts in and out; ghostlike in themselves,

Their expressions morbid; hope fleeting

But he watches nonetheless.

He thinks back on his time with them

The memories seem complete,

Guidance, wisdom, and sanctuary

He gave himself to them.

He hopes they’ll take those lessons learned

And pass the...

It’s all out of order

Your love

Our love

Or is it your guys love?

It’s all out of order

Our past

Our memories

Our dreams didn’t out weigh the past

It’s all out of order

If I were better

Progress would have endured

Instead it’s our memories

Forevermore

It’s all out of order

Your love

My love

Our future

It’s all out of order...

Our government should

just hang this sign on the doors

of the Capitol...

Out of order

There was a time, as a child

With love my heart was full

Feeling it beating in my chest

It was healthy and still whole

Every day was filled with laughter

Excitement around every turn

But as I grew older, things started to change

For something new, my heart did yearn

A different kind of love

Something I never felt before

Not the love for family or friends

Well, kind of the same…but...

Out of order

There was a time, as a child

With love my heart was full

Feeling it beating in my chest

It was healthy and still whole

Every day was filled with laughter

Excitement around every turn

But as I grew older, things started to change

For something new, my heart did yearn

A different kind of love

Something I never felt before

Not the love for family or friends

Well, kind of the same…but...