CozyK5

Just some weirdo who needs inspiration. I’m lesbian, and depressed.

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CozyK5

Just some weirdo who needs inspiration. I’m lesbian, and depressed.

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My Traits

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

I have many good traits

To the point some people think im perfect

But im human

I have horrible, disgusting traits too

I’ll talk about the good ones first

I’m pretty popular

I’m the best striker in my league

And I’m very artistic

But there’s also the other ones

The ones i try to ignore

While they scrape at my soul

The meds don’t help

Some of the “bad” traits are:

I hate myself

I think im fat

I...

Poetry

Giving You Up

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

Soccer practice just ended

Im walking towards the exit

Laughing with friends

I see you

I remember what we used to be

And what we are now

I remember you said to never talk to you again

I said something i shouldnt have

I still love you

I walk over

Making sure to be kind and smile

I wave

You look away

I get to my car

I cry

And cry

By the time im done

The suns going down

I get home

I remember

You tr...

Poetry

Drama

Anniversary

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

As i check my phone, I realize it’s November 17.

I start to cry.

My mother dies a year ago

I remind myself to stay strong

She’s in a better place

She wanted this

She died in a horrific way.

She drove her car into a tree at 78 MPH.

On purpose

She didn’t have many work friends

But I didn’t know she was depressed

I feel like its my fault

I never snuggled her

I never wrapped myself in her warm...

Poetry

It’ll Help

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

“Really?! You could’ve brought something useful, and you brought two pairs of gloves?! At least theres one for me..” my teamate mumbled

I slipped on my gloves, and we appeared in a snowy forest.

“The gloves might help, but you still should’ve brought something else.”

Its the next day, and we’re getting hungry. I see a squirrel, and i run towards it.

My teamate calls me retarded

I stick my ha...

Fantasy

Action

Bad News

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

I just got the call

I’m going to be mother

I’ve always wanted this

Is what i would say if i did

I don’t even want this relationship

Let alone a baby

I’m not even attracted to men

I was forced to marry him

And he wants me

He uses me

But no one believes me

I can’t stand myself

I think i blame myself

Its not my fault though

I don’t think so, anyway

I only like woman

And I’m asexual

This relatio...

Poetry

Crime

No Isn’t An Answer

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

I wish i had never said no

I lived in japan

I was a “perfect student”

The gangs didnt like that

One gangster did though

He liked it so much

He liked me

He asked me one day

Will you be mine?

I said “sorry, but no”

That was the biggest mistake of my life

And it would be what ended it

After 44 days of hell.

They took me to their parents house

The adults knew i was being tortured

They were sc...

Poetry

Crime

Soccer Team

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

As i walk over to the bench

In my new, shiny cleats

I see the roster

Im playing striker

She’s playing midfield

Your probably wondering “who is “she”?”

Let me describe her

She’s perfect

Like a long day at the beach with your lover

Or a orange sunset on a plane as you fall asleep

Her face is like a picasso masterpiece

Her personality

As vibrant as a wildflower

Her kindness

Better than gandhi...

Poetry

Romance

Her Favorite Color

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

What do you think of when you see orange? A nice sunset on a beach, or a blazing fire in a camp far, far into the woods? But what does orange represent? Red represents anger, intensity, and blood. Blue represents sadness, fear, loneliness. Almost every other color represents something. But orange doesn’t have much. So instead of something similar to red, i think of her. Orange isn’t just a color. ...

Romance

Realize

Brylee Dresser

2 min read

As i walk to class,

Tessa by my side,

I look at her.

She’s always kind,

She knows how to joke around

But also understands my limits

When i call myself ugly,

She says she’s the only ugly one

She doesn’t understand what i would give to be her

That’s okay.

I didnt expect her to

She understands everything else, so it’s fine

i hate when she talks bad about herself

She’s so beautiful,

i shouldn’...

Poetry

Drama

My Village

Brylee Dresser

1 min read

I am natuno, the strongest ninja in the village. I have been called to duty. The castle on the edge we call it- has been attacked by a grand dragon. As I rush over, jumping on trees and rocks, I see it. “The beast itself.” I whisper to myself. As I continue to run towards it, I think what I will do to slay it. I’m only about 50 yards away from it now, and it’s sleeping! I grip a throwing knife and...