Writing Prompt

I wish I could believe

I look around see people

happy

filled with something bigger than themselves

they see their purpose

they know they are loved unconditionally

I want a love like that, that flows constantly

someone who will always accept me

who knows me better than i know myself

I want someone who has a plan

who knows what happens

who had the answers

_I want to believe _

__

please ...

You think i need to go to the hospital? Am I really that bad. Am I so bad I’ll never amount to anything. How do you expect me to practice cello go to school do enough assignments to not get an f play orchestra music go to therapy every day and by then I won’t even have enough time or mental capacity to hangout with my friends. I can’t catch up anymore I’m done I’m tired and that’s all I’ll ever be...

To who it may concern,

It has been to long since my last confession

To long since I had a wish or a prayer

Stuck in this state of ungodly oppression

Or able to deliver myself from despair

To whom it may concern,

I have conspired to right my wrongs

But it brought little satisfaction

My integrity seems to far gone

And the abyss holds a certain attraction

To whom it my concern,

Have I me...

I wish to tell you something

Something that I find strange

Isn’t it strange how my heart flutters

Whenever you say my name

I wish to tell you something

Something that hurts my soul

Whenever you get bullied

I wish to bury them deep in a hole

I wish to tell you something

Something that keeps me up at night

Your body is like a siren

Pulling my mind in with all its might

I wish to tell you somet...

I’m toxic

Don’t start to care for me

Don’t give me your heart

I will let it bleed

I will tear your heart piece by piece

And give it back to you torn and damaged

You are pure and light

I will take that light and dampen it

I don’t mean to

But I can’t let good things into my world

So I ruin them

I leave my friends unfurled

I promise I care

And I promise I try

But the second things go bad

I run and...

There’s something I must confess,

As my mind is a constant mess.

All I’ve done is sin,

My crimes all held in place by a pin.

I’ve hurt him so much,

And it hurts me as such.

For I can’t give the love he deserved,

The suffering I’ve served.

All I can do now is distance,

With some assistance,

He deserves better,

As I’ve said in every letter.

I do love him dearly,

But losing him nearly,

Has m...

I have a secret

One which I don’t know

If I’m supposed to tell

But I’m going to say it anyway

On a second thought though

It’s a secret for a reason

So why should it be known?

I don’t think it’s worth knowing

It’s nothing

So what’s with the hesitation?

I can just blurt it out

Is it worth hiding?...

I’m a bad character mom,

That’s my confession,

Sometimes I get all sad,

Because I put my characters through a lot,

But my heart hurts for this one,

In specific,

His name means protection,

But his backstory is BRUTAL…

I found this song,

And it’s basically him in a bottle,

So if you want to get to know him,

Read the lyrics.

Would recommend,

Listening to the song,

While you read,

For full exper...

In the quiet of my room, I sit alone

Confession weighing heavy on my heart

The words I need to say, they choke me

But I know that I must make a start

I close my eyes and take a deep breath

Trying to find the courage within

To speak the truth that I’ve been hiding

To let my confession finally begin

I’ve kept this secret for so long

Afraid of what others might say

But holding it inside had only...

I have to tell you the God honest truth

It wouldn’t be fair to keep it from you

I am finding enjoyment in our time together

But I’m not sure I’m ready for the next step

I keep trying so hard to not push you away

Cause relationships always go up in flames

Over the years I’ve been through hell

Now I’m cautious when giving my heart out

The taste of your kiss on my lips

Brings a happy thought to...