Dear Mira,

Was it worth it?

I hope it helped to tear me down.

I hope that was good for you.

Was it worth making me look stupid to make yourself feel better?

Was it worth it when you walked in on me sobbing on the phone to my dad?

It wasn’t that bad, right? You’re good to me…until you’re not.

Hey, it’s okay. I get it, you’re insecure because while I spend hours on end in the library, you’re wa...

Trigger Warning: ED?

I starved myself for a year.

I picked through school lunches so it seemed like I ate.

I got used to the growling of my stomach as if it were white noise.

My mom jokingly called me anorexic and praised me for being thinner in the same breath so sometimes I wonder:

Would they have realized I was sick if I were already thin to begin with?

I never liked water, so I can't s...

Unaware, and unassuming.

While my soul he was

quickly dooming.

He sauntered in

and took a bite.

Inhaling my critically

acclaimed rotted life.

He chewed me up,

but didn't spit me out.

Keeping me trapped

inside his broken mouth...

“Was it worth it?”

-HMG...

We’re friends

I think

I hope

I dream

You said to me

I could tell you anything

There was never a wrong time

But did you mean these words

Or are they simply a joke

To be honest

I like you

But just as a friend

And yet the idea that you might not want me

Hurts like I love you as more

I don’t, I can’t, I won’t

You and me

D and M

Aren’t something that should exist

I write stories

Using ...

“Hey civilian is it worth it?

The pain and all the hell you go through?

Is it worth rucking miles carting a heavy backpack?

Is it worth it almost dying in a gas room?

Is it worth the amount of reps you have to do?

Is it worth it to pick up a gun and fight as soldiers do?

Is it worth it to go above the average soldier

To jump out of planes

To travel through a forest with a map and a co...

Was it worth it?

Making me feel like sh*t?

Do you even know?

You probably don't care though

You'll play it off

Like my feelings are a bothersome cough

If I make you aware

You'll never care

I'm ignored

Then "adored"

We're alright

Then she comes into sight

And it's like you don't know me

I'm erased from your memory

You treat her like she's Britney Spears

And I'm not here

I think she hates ...

My heart is like a ping pong ball

Should I run or should I fall?

Running might be for the best

But falling gets weight off my chest

I’ve liked you on and off for years

But you’ve caused me dozens of tears

So just let me know by the end of the day

If I should go for it or stay away

I guess I’ll fall—unless it ends in shit

So please, tell me… was it worth it?...

Hi

I’m sorry if I

Got the wrong

Impression

I don’t know

What to think

Right now

Hi

I can’t tell

What we are

If we’re just

Friends

Or something

More

Hi

Will this

Upset you

If I ask if we’re

Together

Or I we’re simply

Something

Hi

Or would you rather

Me say

Bye

Which would you

Prefer

I don’t know

Hi

Tell me please

Was this

Worth it to you

Was I

Worth it

To you...

As the sun sets for

the last time, we will answer,

“So was it worth it?”...

The tethers were all broken,

In favour of bonds anew,

The journey first of many,

That ended with only you.

The chances spared in vain,

And the bodies along the way,

All to make it to the top,

And become the main display.

Now you have it all,

But does the moment finally hit,

When all is said and done,

Do you wonder was it worth it?...